*anyone who hasn't read my first entry today might possibly want to read that one first, before proceeding to this one. This one's....depressing like.
Look what Harry Potter 5 does to me:


RedSpark11 [11:59 PM]: dont you want to leave? go somewhere where no one regognizes you?
LuVbUg040 [11:59 PM]: yep
RedSpark11 [12:00 AM]: so you caan...start over...make things different, live how you've always wanted to live, but never couls because of what you've become in the place that you are?
LuVbUg040 [12:00 AM]: um..stef...
RedSpark11 [12:00 AM]: I just want to leave sometimes
RedSpark11 [12:00 AM]: just go away, become someone cool
RedSpark11 [12:00 AM]: someone worth knowing
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: someone who's actually ahd a life worth hearing about
LuVbUg040 [12:01 AM]: i like ur life
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: why?
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: I havent done anything
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: I spend all my time helping other people
LuVbUg040 [12:01 AM]: id miss u too much if u were to ever leave me
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: no one helps me, you know
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: not that I want help, but Im just saying...
RedSpark11 [12:02 AM]: people stop offering it after a while
RedSpark11 [12:02 AM]: which I suppose is okay, I don't need any help with anything now
RedSpark11 [12:02 AM]: nothing happens to me
RedSpark11 [12:02 AM]: but if it did, who would be there?
LuVbUg040 [12:02 AM]: ur family and friends
RedSpark11 [12:03 AM]: no, no, Im leaving my family, remember, I would never need help from them- they all need too much help themselves
RedSpark11 [12:03 AM]: and my friends...
RedSpark11 [12:03 AM]: I wonder about them sometimes
RedSpark11 [12:04 AM]: not you, not you, just in general
LuVbUg040 [12:04 AM]: icic
LuVbUg040 [12:04 AM]: lifes a bitch
RedSpark11 [12:04 AM]: slap it
LuVbUg040 [12:05 AM]: hahaha
RedSpark11 [12:05 AM]: I gotta go

There was sum other stuff too, I didnt just randomly start it that way, but the other stuff aint anyone's buisness. I think I scared Colleen. Oh, well, I guess some people just don't understand....
My dad thinks I want advice from him. Is he on crack? Apparently he hasn't yet realized he'd the one person in this world I truly hate. Shhh. Its a secret.
One day I'm gonna leave.
And aint no one's gonna stop me.
or miss me.

Yo ho
Yo ho
A pirate's life for
~me