so you know how I'm fat, right? Well, in my osrry attempt to stop this, I have joined (thanx to the persuesion of my mother) (how do you spell that word, anyway?) Curves, which is like and exercise place.
so you know how I can never seem to get away from Dan and his doings? the name of the Mulcahy follows me everywhere, right? I can't talk to anyone or go anywhere with out him coming up somehow.
So I went to exercise today, and they have little gift basket raffles. Yeah. Imagine the horror of looking up to see Mrs. Mulcahy's name on the little board. I tell you, they haunt me, no matter what I do.
::shudder::
off to bathe so that I look nice for tonight...oh, yeah, working on a project at Lyla's. Whoo-hoo. (Johnny Depp i love you!)
ta-ta
yo ho
yo ho
a (sweaty, stalked, annoyed) pirate's life for
~me
Thursday, March 11, 2004
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
*alright, everyone out there. (yes, I know there is a very small fraction of the world listening to these words, but there are still some- right?) That is my favoritest song in the whole wide universe. It has been for years. like 4 now. maybe 3 1/2... I just thought i'd mention that. I love this song more then all the rest and never tire of hearing it.
So, I have these two friends. One of them is going through a really hard time right now, breaking up with her boyfriend. They were really, really close, and its tearing her up inside now that they are apart, and all she wants is to be back in his arms to hold forever and all that. And the other one, she's deeply in love...okay, well, not deeply, but I would have to say infatuated with...her old time friend's boyfriend. She's trying to convince herself she's not, but really she is. So, these friends, they don't seem to realize how lucky they are. I mean, sure, the particular aspect of their, what we shall call "love", is torn apart, and discombobulated, but its still there. They still have their hearts, and they still have love to give. That must be a very nice thing.
I'm sure the both of them will get over this and move on...we're only teenagers, and there's a lot more life to see. "I'm 15, caught in between ten and twenty" kinda sums that up. Everythings between, you know, everyone says it- half kid, half adult. Thats what this is, right? This stupid phase I, we, are going through is just teenagerism, right?
I think I have been in this phase since 6th grade. It's like, suddenly one day, I grew up, a lot. But I still have a lot more to do. Well, no, I lied, I don't feel like I have a lot left, just this little bit. But I don't wanna. I love being a kid still ,even if I'm only a kid in private, to myself. I can go in one day from being thirty to ten to sixteen. Its not too confusing to me. In fact, I think I get more confused when I am only one age for a long time. Like last week, when I was all depressed, I was in a very "16" mood. Now I am back to imagining being in the world of Harry Potter while wishing I owned my own house. Mhm, I am a sad person. But I'm back to being okay with that.
Anyway, I really wish I had someone to love, even if they didn't love me back. I don't love my parents- I can't, I dunno why, I just hate them soooooo much. Well, I hate my dad, but I just dislike my mom. Anyway, and obviously, I don't love "God", cuz there isn't one. Well, for me anyway. But the thing is, I really want to find someone...or something...that I love. I sure as hell don't love myself, and I am under the (porablably misguided) belief that until someone loves me, I won't love me. No one I know loves me though, I mean like real, true love. And I don't really truly love anyone.
Homies out there, don't take this wrong- I think u probably know what I mean when I say this. I love u guys as friends and stuff, but...there's different kinds, you know? ::sigh::
Life's tough, get a helmet, eh?
Enough sighs of longing. Mind u all, I am not depressed, just wishing for something better.
This all spurrs itself frim an episode of friends and hearing Drops of Jupiter again for the first time in ages. I decided (thanks to the Friends episode) that one day I might actualy get married. I sitll am somewhat under the belief that I am incapable of love, but you know, if I meet some guy, and we're good friends, and I don't mind him so much, it never hurts to make it illegal for him to have sex with other people. ;-) (who am I kidding?) But it's only on one condition. I have to wait until my father dies. He is never to walk me down the aisle. This could happen sooner or later, I don't care, because its not that I want to get amrried, I just am no longer vehmently opposed to it. But I am just saying that my father will never be the one to present me to any guy I "love" or whatever. He will be interred.
Hostile? Perhaps, but that's how things go.
Enough. I must stop myself. Sorry to be odd, guys. Illness sucks.
yo ho
yo ho
a (deep, broding, heartless) pirate's life for
~me
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
*alright, everyone out there. (yes, I know there is a very small fraction of the world listening to these words, but there are still some- right?) That is my favoritest song in the whole wide universe. It has been for years. like 4 now. maybe 3 1/2... I just thought i'd mention that. I love this song more then all the rest and never tire of hearing it.
So, I have these two friends. One of them is going through a really hard time right now, breaking up with her boyfriend. They were really, really close, and its tearing her up inside now that they are apart, and all she wants is to be back in his arms to hold forever and all that. And the other one, she's deeply in love...okay, well, not deeply, but I would have to say infatuated with...her old time friend's boyfriend. She's trying to convince herself she's not, but really she is. So, these friends, they don't seem to realize how lucky they are. I mean, sure, the particular aspect of their, what we shall call "love", is torn apart, and discombobulated, but its still there. They still have their hearts, and they still have love to give. That must be a very nice thing.
I'm sure the both of them will get over this and move on...we're only teenagers, and there's a lot more life to see. "I'm 15, caught in between ten and twenty" kinda sums that up. Everythings between, you know, everyone says it- half kid, half adult. Thats what this is, right? This stupid phase I, we, are going through is just teenagerism, right?
I think I have been in this phase since 6th grade. It's like, suddenly one day, I grew up, a lot. But I still have a lot more to do. Well, no, I lied, I don't feel like I have a lot left, just this little bit. But I don't wanna. I love being a kid still ,even if I'm only a kid in private, to myself. I can go in one day from being thirty to ten to sixteen. Its not too confusing to me. In fact, I think I get more confused when I am only one age for a long time. Like last week, when I was all depressed, I was in a very "16" mood. Now I am back to imagining being in the world of Harry Potter while wishing I owned my own house. Mhm, I am a sad person. But I'm back to being okay with that.
Anyway, I really wish I had someone to love, even if they didn't love me back. I don't love my parents- I can't, I dunno why, I just hate them soooooo much. Well, I hate my dad, but I just dislike my mom. Anyway, and obviously, I don't love "God", cuz there isn't one. Well, for me anyway. But the thing is, I really want to find someone...or something...that I love. I sure as hell don't love myself, and I am under the (porablably misguided) belief that until someone loves me, I won't love me. No one I know loves me though, I mean like real, true love. And I don't really truly love anyone.
Homies out there, don't take this wrong- I think u probably know what I mean when I say this. I love u guys as friends and stuff, but...there's different kinds, you know? ::sigh::
Life's tough, get a helmet, eh?
Enough sighs of longing. Mind u all, I am not depressed, just wishing for something better.
This all spurrs itself frim an episode of friends and hearing Drops of Jupiter again for the first time in ages. I decided (thanks to the Friends episode) that one day I might actualy get married. I sitll am somewhat under the belief that I am incapable of love, but you know, if I meet some guy, and we're good friends, and I don't mind him so much, it never hurts to make it illegal for him to have sex with other people. ;-) (who am I kidding?) But it's only on one condition. I have to wait until my father dies. He is never to walk me down the aisle. This could happen sooner or later, I don't care, because its not that I want to get amrried, I just am no longer vehmently opposed to it. But I am just saying that my father will never be the one to present me to any guy I "love" or whatever. He will be interred.
Hostile? Perhaps, but that's how things go.
Enough. I must stop myself. Sorry to be odd, guys. Illness sucks.
yo ho
yo ho
a (deep, broding, heartless) pirate's life for
~me
Sophomore Dance, oh what hell
to see if we ourselves can sell
But then our moms, they have to help
and set us up with a welp
and on this night, no fun is had
and this makes us very sad
now don't you think it would be best
to sit down and have a rest?
or instead of this embarrasment and pain
to stay indoors, and out of the rain
so in the end, it would be less wetter
and ultimately so much better
if we all just stopped this "dating" shit
and sat at home and learned to knit
I wrote this a while ago. I find it vastly amusing. And still true. But at least the hell is over.
I'm sick again. It's really annoying- I need to throw up really really bad all the time, but never can. I hate medicine- if I had just let the stupid allergies run their course, I'd be fine and in school right now. I'm really up-beat today, but I can't go anywhere.mhm
Science Olympiad!!!! We went this weekend, and we got third, and now we are going to STATES!!!!! yes yes yes! Eat that, Saint Ignatius- WE BEAT YOU! mwahahaha! And I may get to compete! ::owns world::
see you suckers later!
yo ho
yo ho
a (sick, absent, reading) pirate's life for
~me
to see if we ourselves can sell
But then our moms, they have to help
and set us up with a welp
and on this night, no fun is had
and this makes us very sad
now don't you think it would be best
to sit down and have a rest?
or instead of this embarrasment and pain
to stay indoors, and out of the rain
so in the end, it would be less wetter
and ultimately so much better
if we all just stopped this "dating" shit
and sat at home and learned to knit
I wrote this a while ago. I find it vastly amusing. And still true. But at least the hell is over.
I'm sick again. It's really annoying- I need to throw up really really bad all the time, but never can. I hate medicine- if I had just let the stupid allergies run their course, I'd be fine and in school right now. I'm really up-beat today, but I can't go anywhere.mhm
Science Olympiad!!!! We went this weekend, and we got third, and now we are going to STATES!!!!! yes yes yes! Eat that, Saint Ignatius- WE BEAT YOU! mwahahaha! And I may get to compete! ::owns world::
see you suckers later!
yo ho
yo ho
a (sick, absent, reading) pirate's life for
~me