yeah. Tonight i decided I officially dislike hanging out with people with whom I attended grade school. It's simply a drag to see them, because I hate most of them. I just don't understand how none of them can manage to make new friends. They all hang out with the same damn people- the guys and the girls alike. It really bothers me. Honestly, would it kill you to meet other people. Not to mention it would sort of be appreciated if people realised that somewhere in between eigth grade and senior year, people change. I'm not necessarily the same type of person I was in grade school. The sad thing is, they are.
Tonight was basically retarded and I don't want to talk about just how boring my night was.
Remind me not to go places where I'm going to run into grade school people. Because it's just not going to result in a good night for me.
Um so basically. Goodbye.
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Friday, November 04, 2005
Cut my Wrists
I want to kill myself.
I BLOODY HATE CHEM SO MUCH THAT I CAN’T EVEN TYPE RIGHT BECAUSE IT MAKES ME SO ANGREEMO!
Chem right now is ranking up there along with Wal-Mart and needles on my list of disgusting things. I completely failed my bloody test because the world is evil.
Okay. Maybe tonight will make me less emo.
Calm down, emo clown. Happy things right now:
1) I get to go home when I’m done
2) It’s only 2:22
3) I’m hanging out with Syd and Elizabeth
4) Mrs. Visgak is teaching this class
5) Chels and I are fighting over the attractiveness of puggles
Okay. I am calm.
NO, I’m not. Still emo. Still want to slit my wrists with a Bunsen burner. And I thought I knew those things. I’m soooo disillusioned right now.
I BLOODY HATE CHEM SO MUCH THAT I CAN’T EVEN TYPE RIGHT BECAUSE IT MAKES ME SO ANGREEMO!
Chem right now is ranking up there along with Wal-Mart and needles on my list of disgusting things. I completely failed my bloody test because the world is evil.
Okay. Maybe tonight will make me less emo.
Calm down, emo clown. Happy things right now:
1) I get to go home when I’m done
2) It’s only 2:22
3) I’m hanging out with Syd and Elizabeth
4) Mrs. Visgak is teaching this class
5) Chels and I are fighting over the attractiveness of puggles
Okay. I am calm.
NO, I’m not. Still emo. Still want to slit my wrists with a Bunsen burner. And I thought I knew those things. I’m soooo disillusioned right now.
Monday, October 31, 2005
Smell My Feet
Happy Halloween! Tonight was so fun. We trick-or-treated... and Elizabeth is a fricking nazi. She made Syd and I sprint (while all she had to do was a healthy skip) house-to-house. We got pretty good candy, doing rounds mostly in my neighbourhood.
So two stupid things I did today:
1) I smacked my head on this pane of glass in the RC. Ask Jill about it- she heard it loud and clear. I thought the glass was closer to the curtain, dammit. But it was like six inches away. Now I have a bruise. And a headache. But on reflection, the headache isn't from the glass, I don't think.
2) I was in a hurry after the stupid spanish trip meeting, and I locked my keys in the trunk, which I have been expecting from me all year. And tonight, of all nights, Halloween, it happened. I was sober, by the way. Because there are those with doubts.
I was not necessarily like that the rest of the evening. But we aren't really going to talk about that. I'm fine now, though I have a headache and I'm tired. And I had lots of homework, cuz Biss lost my Stats, and I didn't redo it. And frankly, I don't want to. But I will. Tomorrow.
Tonight after we got back, Elizabeth, Masterson, and I tried to watch Saw, and then Syd came. But we didn't watch much. I have add when inebriated. But shhhh. Let's not talk about it.
Not like anyone reads this anyhoo.
KK well I def. need sleep before school tomorrow. I'm a bad choice maker.
So two stupid things I did today:
1) I smacked my head on this pane of glass in the RC. Ask Jill about it- she heard it loud and clear. I thought the glass was closer to the curtain, dammit. But it was like six inches away. Now I have a bruise. And a headache. But on reflection, the headache isn't from the glass, I don't think.
2) I was in a hurry after the stupid spanish trip meeting, and I locked my keys in the trunk, which I have been expecting from me all year. And tonight, of all nights, Halloween, it happened. I was sober, by the way. Because there are those with doubts.
I was not necessarily like that the rest of the evening. But we aren't really going to talk about that. I'm fine now, though I have a headache and I'm tired. And I had lots of homework, cuz Biss lost my Stats, and I didn't redo it. And frankly, I don't want to. But I will. Tomorrow.
Tonight after we got back, Elizabeth, Masterson, and I tried to watch Saw, and then Syd came. But we didn't watch much. I have add when inebriated. But shhhh. Let's not talk about it.
Not like anyone reads this anyhoo.
KK well I def. need sleep before school tomorrow. I'm a bad choice maker.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Regardless...
Hm, WOW. That blog posty last night was a little wierd. Not entirely sure why I made the decision to do it. But you know, whatever works.
And I'm really mad about this time change. I woke up at 5:15 with a headache (wonder why) and a need to pee, so I did, then I took some ibuprofen and ate a pear (sooo delicious, pears) and I was kind of like "Well, it's about 6 am, I might as well just remain awake." But then I turn on the TV and figure out it's actually 5 am. STUPID. So I forced myself to sleep, which was probably a good decision, come to think of it. Now it's 9:21 (but feels like 10:21). Okay for real. Daylight Savings Time was one of the worst ideas EVER.
Did I mention that last night we managed to somehow win districts? Um, yeah. I'm sort of pissed. We have never won. It went into overtime like always, and we WON. Thanks to Moni. While I'll admit it was really exciting to finally win, seriously... of all the luck. Two more practices, one more game. Fuckin'.... yeah.
Also, right now we are in the peak of fall (gotta love Ohio) and it's sooooooo pretty outside. This morning I woke up (the second time) to a beautiful myriad of colours. My backyard really is quite lovely. The trees are reflecting in the lake all nice, and everything is red, orange, and goldenrod, giving my backyard that appearance of being set on fire. I'm going to take pictures! Yay!
Alright. I think I have now covered everything. I'm going to go paint my nails. Toodles.
And I'm really mad about this time change. I woke up at 5:15 with a headache (wonder why) and a need to pee, so I did, then I took some ibuprofen and ate a pear (sooo delicious, pears) and I was kind of like "Well, it's about 6 am, I might as well just remain awake." But then I turn on the TV and figure out it's actually 5 am. STUPID. So I forced myself to sleep, which was probably a good decision, come to think of it. Now it's 9:21 (but feels like 10:21). Okay for real. Daylight Savings Time was one of the worst ideas EVER.
Did I mention that last night we managed to somehow win districts? Um, yeah. I'm sort of pissed. We have never won. It went into overtime like always, and we WON. Thanks to Moni. While I'll admit it was really exciting to finally win, seriously... of all the luck. Two more practices, one more game. Fuckin'.... yeah.
Also, right now we are in the peak of fall (gotta love Ohio) and it's sooooooo pretty outside. This morning I woke up (the second time) to a beautiful myriad of colours. My backyard really is quite lovely. The trees are reflecting in the lake all nice, and everything is red, orange, and goldenrod, giving my backyard that appearance of being set on fire. I'm going to take pictures! Yay!
Alright. I think I have now covered everything. I'm going to go paint my nails. Toodles.