I know, I know, you're all quite bored with these.
Oh, wait, you can't be bored because no one reads this.
So thus, deal with it.
1. If you could say one ten-letter sentence that you knew everybody in the enitre world would hear, what would you say?
geez only ten letters, not ten words like caitlin thought? um... stequ rules!
2. What is your favorite vowel sound?
the long e sound is a favourite.
3. How many different hair colors have you had in your lifetime?
probably 3-4?
4. What is your favorite work of art?
I don't really know many works of art. Soo.... I suck?
5. What is it that compels you to fill out MySpace surveys?
technically this is a bloge survey now. And it's probably the fact that recently I've been too tired and lazy to actually string together interesting sentences.
6. Do you habitually bite your lip?
habitually? no. De vez en cuando? si.
7. What sound makes you cringe?
children, usually their cries, but once in a while their joy defeats me as well. Then there's the burgaler alarm to our house. But that usually makes me cringe because it's generally going off three or four hours into REM cycle.
8. Do you keep your nails long or short?
it used to be I always managed to bite them away, but recently they've been really long.
9. Do you get fearsome leg cramps in the middle of the night?
not usually, but I should be getting shin splints soonly, it's the begining of soccer season, I always do.
10. Do you like your bathing suit?
it's alright. It has this little metal clasp that has managed to rust. That sort of angers me.
11. Have you done anything to anger the gods lately?
I ruined the fun and managed to seriously injure a dear friend of mine, who's name may or may not be Sean. But I'm truly sorry about that.
12. If you could have a Wiccan name, what would it be?
I don't really know what kind of Wiccan names are out there. But if you grab me liek a name encyclopedia and give me a few minutes, I could probably pick one.
13. As of yet, what is it that has kept you from joining a nudist colony?
common sense (I had to copy Cait with this one, but the difference is that I spelled it correctly)
14. Do you think telephone poles are an eyesore?
eh, not really, I don't notice them per se.
15. What are your opinions on the standardization of American society?
It's bad enough now, I'd hate to see the future.
16. What language would you like to learn? Why?
Spanish. Because then I could actually read Don Quixote.
17. How do you get rid of your hiccups?
usually I jsut sort of let them run their course.
18. Do you like playing monopoly?
well, even though games are rare, I have had a bit of fun with sean, kristen & co. But it gets really old after like... an hour.
19. What was the first video game that you ever played?
for shiz Sonic the Hedgehog back in the days when SEGA was the shit.
20. What image do you most often doodle?
a sphere. It's basically jsut a circle, and then I attempt to shade it into three dimensions. But that's stretching my artistic abilities.
21. Which animal (that you have actually encountered at one time or another) scares you the most? Why?
usually I'd say bunnies, but I'm not actually afraid of them, though granted those white ones with the red eyes are creepy as hell. So maybe deer, because one nearly tried to commit suicide on my car today.
22. What is your favorite multiple of three?
27. It's just fun I suppose.
23. Do you have good aim?
no. I either miss people who are literally an inch away from me (sean during games of spud) or hit poeple dead in the eye when I intend to just hit them lightly on the top of their head (sean)
24. What is the capital of Idaho?
Boise.
25. Does Joe Camel make you feel like it's cool to smoke?
NO, I freaking hate smoking.
26. Do you think three-hole-punches are the greatest invention ever?
greatest? no. But they are pretty brilliant.
27. Do you secretly enjoy corny Lifetime movies?
I'm not so into the corny lifetime movies as I am the corny ABC family (still fox family in my mind) movies.
28. Have you ever seriously suspected that one or more of your parents is actually a secret agent?
well we all know they're up to something, as I have more money than is completely possible, but no, I'm pretty sure they aren't secret agents.
29. Have you ever read an entire book of the bible?
In seventh grade, JOan read the entire book of something or other, I can't remember to us. And freshman year I believe mrs. pacetti read the entire book of job to us. Which is actually like two pages long.
30. What clothing style do you wish that you could pull off, but can't?
the short jean skirts from like AE and aero with all the sparkles and stuff. Let me tell you. Soccer thighs don't work with that shit.
31. Do you know what the word "kudos" means?
I prefer the interpretaion: congradu-fucking-lations.
32. Have you ever had a dream about the Internet?
yup, I dreamt I was talking to people online about junior dance ( this was druning junior dance time) and if I recall they were all the kinds of conversations people actualy have, only they were dreamt. I probably actually had the conversations liek the next day though.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Hash Pipe
I'm so lame, it's pathetic. But better this than forcing you all to hear about my soccer horrors, so just read it if you want.
1* First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Chinchar. Good days in that class. Kitty Phonics... oh, how I miss it.
2* Last word you said: "fine, whatever" (I was angry with my paretns. what else is new)
3* Last song you sang: hmm, that's tough, as I've been listening to Dane Cook retaliation in my car. So I would have to say "A Whole New World", which I was singing to Katie while relaying to her a comedic thought presented to me by the one and only Dane Cook.
4* Last person you hugged: Probably Kristen last night as I left her house, which she so kindly welcomed myself into
5* Last thing you laughed at: How Eileen hates Katie Blake and me because we're not star players on the team, and we're basically only on it because we're seniors and it would be unorthodox to cut us.
6* Last time you said I dont remember: haha right now: I don't remember
7* Last time you cried: it's been a while
9* What color socks are you wearing: white athletic socks. Dull, I know, but it's a consequence of the soccer season.
10* What's under your bed: a few cards, a Barnes and Noble bag, and an empty water bottle
11* What time did you wake up today: erg, I saw the clock at 4:30 am, and I believe I gandered it at 6:30, but it went off at 7:39. I don't know why.
12* Current taste: blood and mint choco chip ice cream. It's an interesting mergind of tastes. I think next time, I'll try not to bleed from the gums.
13* Current hair: dirty, sweaty, frizzy, and pulled into medium-heighthed pony tail from soccer.
14* CURRENT HEIGHT: around 5' 8"
15* Current annoyance: soccer. in general. mostly the fact that I have to play for three more months on a team where everyone pretty much hates me, and I don't really like them that much either. aka jsut our coaches.
16* Current longing: to be out of my house with some friends. any friends. please?
17* Current desktop background: some fun blue thing that was automatically on my computer.
18* Current worry: actaully right now I'm not that worried about anything.
19* Current hate: soccer. The fact that I am bad at it, but they put me on the team anyway, and basically told me that I don't care about it. And I was like (in my mind), "well, yes but I have to play because honestly how lame is it to get cut senior year." oh and they told me that they expected me to step up with Summer's injury because they wanted me "to proove that I was a starter" and I was like... (in my head still) "I don't want to be a fucking starter. I was to sit on the bench and enjoy having this on my resume and bond with my teammates (those who talk to me) and then just have the three months pass quickly and allow Summer to be the star goalie, because we all know she is" But I didn't say it. I should have.
20* Current favorite article of clothing: my super expensive skirt from Urban Outfitters
21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: hair. fo sho.
22* Last Song that you listened to: Like I said, I've been listening to DAne Cook. So probably the Gilmore Girls theme song. Lame, I know.
23* Favorite place to be: anywhere not at my house.
24* Least favorite place: my house.
25* Time you wake up in the morning: during peak summertime it was around 10, 11; but now, thanks to soccer, it's like 7:30.
26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play? Probably piano. It's the only one I can figure out.
27* Favorite color: orange perhaps? Bright pink?
28* Do you believe in an afterlife: Not really.
29* How tall are you: You already asked this.
30* Current favorite word/saying: anything that I've quoted from Dane Cook, Anchorman, Family Guy, or Eurotrip pretty much will do it.
31* Favorite book: Perchance The Picture of Dorian Gray?
32* Favorite season: Right now I'm looking forward to fall.
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: stephanie baddour. HAven't seen her in forever.
*FUTURE*
35* Where do you want to go for university: Northwestern I believe is my top choice right now, but also options include: NYU, Columbia, U of Chicago
36* What is your career going to be: Something pertaining to that which is biology.
37* How many kids do you want: children. ew. But secretly (or not so secretly) I kind of want one, just to train them to be cynical of the entire world.
*HAVE YOU EVER...*
39* Said "I love you" and meant it: well I really do love my friends in a dear not queer way, so yes.
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: fish? Becuase those are so vicious... what do people hang around iwth their phiranahs?
41* Been to New York: once, last summer, with Cait. It was a blast.
42* Been to Florida: a lot when I was younger, but I don't rememebr the trips so much.
43* Been to California: nope
44* Been to Hawaii: I wish. Sounds fun.
45* Been to Mexico: no he viajado a mexico, amigo
46* Been to China: nope, I think they'd kill me... I have a paranoia about that dating back to the seventh grade.
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: not like the very next day, and not that crazy, but yes I have had dreams that have come true.
*RANDOM*
52* Do you have a crush on someone?: for real, who sucks at this numbering? I don't know. Erg.
53* What book are you reading now? Madame Bovary- I'm actuall making progress on it.
54* Worst feeling in the world: knowing that everyone you know basically hates you and wants nothing to do with you.
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: $$#%$ing soccer
56* How many rings before you answer the phone: I don't answer the house phone, ever, as I've told people MULTIPLE TIMES EVEN THOUGH SOME OF THEM INSIST UPON CALLING IT. and the cellular has a little techno beat.
57* Future daughter's name: no idea. We'll get there when we get there.
58* Future son's name: see above.
60* If you could have any job you wanted: I would be an heiriss, like Paris and Nikki, then I wouldn't do anything but wander around. ONly I wouldn't blow all my money like they do, I'd save it, invest in a few stocks and bonds, etc.
61* Wish were here: questions number 59? or 62? or any other skipped ones.
63* Piercings: one in each ear. I'm lame.
*THE EXTRA STUFF*
64* Do you do drugs: ew, no.
65* Do you drink: hahaha no, not really.
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: biolage, it smells soooo good.
68* What are you most scared of: failure, the soccer coaches, taking risks.
69* What clothes do you sleep in: in the summer shorts and a t-shirt, in the winter pajama bottoms and a t-shirt.
70* Who is the last person that called you: ummm Kristen
71* Where do you want to get married: I'm pretty sure no one would waste their life marrying me, so I don't have to worry about that.
72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: my low self-confidence?
73* Who do you really hate: um. I guess no one really.
74* Been In Love: I sitll debate that question.
75* Are you timely or always late: It depends for what. Usually I'd say on time, for school early, for some things really late.
76* Do you have a job: not a steady one, no.
77* Do you like being around people: usually I'm pretty social, but once in a while I need alone time. Right now I'm really craving a social outing, but no one is around.
78* Best feeling in the world: I'm in a sour mood. Don't ask me this question.
79* Are you for world peace: yes, but it's never oging to happen, so don't hold your breath people.
80* Are you a health freak: about random things, kind of, but not relaly.
81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: aparentally not.
82* Do you want someone you don't have?: AH STOP ASKING ME THESE QUESTIONS.
83* Are you lonely right now: kind of. I need company. and not my stupid parents.
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: I don't know. Right now it's not a thought that disturbs me.
85* Do you want to get married: If I do, I doubt it will be until I'm older.
86* Do you want kids? I told you, yes, simply so I have someone to spread my, um, legacy? to.
*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
*87* Cried: nope.
88* Bought Something: actually, no
89* Gotten Sick: kind of, but not really. I woke up and my mouth was swollen again.
90* Sang: undoubtedly
91* Said I Love You: probably, I generally profess my lvoe to my friends.
92* Wanted To Tell Someone YoU Loved them: actually, sort of.
93* Met Someone: yes! I met people at Mitchell's last night.
94* Moved On: nope. haven't had much to move on from though.
95* Talked To Someone: yup, had a whole social hour (aka three) at mitchell's, then Kristen's, and I tralked to Katie today at soccer and made vague comments to other teammates. And now I'm talking online with John.
96* Had A Serious Talk: right now katie and I are discussing who made the team and who didn't. so kind of.
97* Missed Someone: mmm maybe in general
98* Hugged Someone: yeah Kristen
99* Yelled at Someone: Katie and I were yelling at the same time, so that kind of counts.
100* Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: maybe. I supose that hott kid from Gilmore Girls.
1* First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Chinchar. Good days in that class. Kitty Phonics... oh, how I miss it.
2* Last word you said: "fine, whatever" (I was angry with my paretns. what else is new)
3* Last song you sang: hmm, that's tough, as I've been listening to Dane Cook retaliation in my car. So I would have to say "A Whole New World", which I was singing to Katie while relaying to her a comedic thought presented to me by the one and only Dane Cook.
4* Last person you hugged: Probably Kristen last night as I left her house, which she so kindly welcomed myself into
5* Last thing you laughed at: How Eileen hates Katie Blake and me because we're not star players on the team, and we're basically only on it because we're seniors and it would be unorthodox to cut us.
6* Last time you said I dont remember: haha right now: I don't remember
7* Last time you cried: it's been a while
9* What color socks are you wearing: white athletic socks. Dull, I know, but it's a consequence of the soccer season.
10* What's under your bed: a few cards, a Barnes and Noble bag, and an empty water bottle
11* What time did you wake up today: erg, I saw the clock at 4:30 am, and I believe I gandered it at 6:30, but it went off at 7:39. I don't know why.
12* Current taste: blood and mint choco chip ice cream. It's an interesting mergind of tastes. I think next time, I'll try not to bleed from the gums.
13* Current hair: dirty, sweaty, frizzy, and pulled into medium-heighthed pony tail from soccer.
14* CURRENT HEIGHT: around 5' 8"
15* Current annoyance: soccer. in general. mostly the fact that I have to play for three more months on a team where everyone pretty much hates me, and I don't really like them that much either. aka jsut our coaches.
16* Current longing: to be out of my house with some friends. any friends. please?
17* Current desktop background: some fun blue thing that was automatically on my computer.
18* Current worry: actaully right now I'm not that worried about anything.
19* Current hate: soccer. The fact that I am bad at it, but they put me on the team anyway, and basically told me that I don't care about it. And I was like (in my mind), "well, yes but I have to play because honestly how lame is it to get cut senior year." oh and they told me that they expected me to step up with Summer's injury because they wanted me "to proove that I was a starter" and I was like... (in my head still) "I don't want to be a fucking starter. I was to sit on the bench and enjoy having this on my resume and bond with my teammates (those who talk to me) and then just have the three months pass quickly and allow Summer to be the star goalie, because we all know she is" But I didn't say it. I should have.
20* Current favorite article of clothing: my super expensive skirt from Urban Outfitters
21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: hair. fo sho.
22* Last Song that you listened to: Like I said, I've been listening to DAne Cook. So probably the Gilmore Girls theme song. Lame, I know.
23* Favorite place to be: anywhere not at my house.
24* Least favorite place: my house.
25* Time you wake up in the morning: during peak summertime it was around 10, 11; but now, thanks to soccer, it's like 7:30.
26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play? Probably piano. It's the only one I can figure out.
27* Favorite color: orange perhaps? Bright pink?
28* Do you believe in an afterlife: Not really.
29* How tall are you: You already asked this.
30* Current favorite word/saying: anything that I've quoted from Dane Cook, Anchorman, Family Guy, or Eurotrip pretty much will do it.
31* Favorite book: Perchance The Picture of Dorian Gray?
32* Favorite season: Right now I'm looking forward to fall.
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: stephanie baddour. HAven't seen her in forever.
*FUTURE*
35* Where do you want to go for university: Northwestern I believe is my top choice right now, but also options include: NYU, Columbia, U of Chicago
36* What is your career going to be: Something pertaining to that which is biology.
37* How many kids do you want: children. ew. But secretly (or not so secretly) I kind of want one, just to train them to be cynical of the entire world.
*HAVE YOU EVER...*
39* Said "I love you" and meant it: well I really do love my friends in a dear not queer way, so yes.
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: fish? Becuase those are so vicious... what do people hang around iwth their phiranahs?
41* Been to New York: once, last summer, with Cait. It was a blast.
42* Been to Florida: a lot when I was younger, but I don't rememebr the trips so much.
43* Been to California: nope
44* Been to Hawaii: I wish. Sounds fun.
45* Been to Mexico: no he viajado a mexico, amigo
46* Been to China: nope, I think they'd kill me... I have a paranoia about that dating back to the seventh grade.
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: not like the very next day, and not that crazy, but yes I have had dreams that have come true.
*RANDOM*
52* Do you have a crush on someone?: for real, who sucks at this numbering? I don't know. Erg.
53* What book are you reading now? Madame Bovary- I'm actuall making progress on it.
54* Worst feeling in the world: knowing that everyone you know basically hates you and wants nothing to do with you.
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: $$#%$ing soccer
56* How many rings before you answer the phone: I don't answer the house phone, ever, as I've told people MULTIPLE TIMES EVEN THOUGH SOME OF THEM INSIST UPON CALLING IT. and the cellular has a little techno beat.
57* Future daughter's name: no idea. We'll get there when we get there.
58* Future son's name: see above.
60* If you could have any job you wanted: I would be an heiriss, like Paris and Nikki, then I wouldn't do anything but wander around. ONly I wouldn't blow all my money like they do, I'd save it, invest in a few stocks and bonds, etc.
61* Wish were here: questions number 59? or 62? or any other skipped ones.
63* Piercings: one in each ear. I'm lame.
*THE EXTRA STUFF*
64* Do you do drugs: ew, no.
65* Do you drink: hahaha no, not really.
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: biolage, it smells soooo good.
68* What are you most scared of: failure, the soccer coaches, taking risks.
69* What clothes do you sleep in: in the summer shorts and a t-shirt, in the winter pajama bottoms and a t-shirt.
70* Who is the last person that called you: ummm Kristen
71* Where do you want to get married: I'm pretty sure no one would waste their life marrying me, so I don't have to worry about that.
72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: my low self-confidence?
73* Who do you really hate: um. I guess no one really.
74* Been In Love: I sitll debate that question.
75* Are you timely or always late: It depends for what. Usually I'd say on time, for school early, for some things really late.
76* Do you have a job: not a steady one, no.
77* Do you like being around people: usually I'm pretty social, but once in a while I need alone time. Right now I'm really craving a social outing, but no one is around.
78* Best feeling in the world: I'm in a sour mood. Don't ask me this question.
79* Are you for world peace: yes, but it's never oging to happen, so don't hold your breath people.
80* Are you a health freak: about random things, kind of, but not relaly.
81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: aparentally not.
82* Do you want someone you don't have?: AH STOP ASKING ME THESE QUESTIONS.
83* Are you lonely right now: kind of. I need company. and not my stupid parents.
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: I don't know. Right now it's not a thought that disturbs me.
85* Do you want to get married: If I do, I doubt it will be until I'm older.
86* Do you want kids? I told you, yes, simply so I have someone to spread my, um, legacy? to.
*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
*87* Cried: nope.
88* Bought Something: actually, no
89* Gotten Sick: kind of, but not really. I woke up and my mouth was swollen again.
90* Sang: undoubtedly
91* Said I Love You: probably, I generally profess my lvoe to my friends.
92* Wanted To Tell Someone YoU Loved them: actually, sort of.
93* Met Someone: yes! I met people at Mitchell's last night.
94* Moved On: nope. haven't had much to move on from though.
95* Talked To Someone: yup, had a whole social hour (aka three) at mitchell's, then Kristen's, and I tralked to Katie today at soccer and made vague comments to other teammates. And now I'm talking online with John.
96* Had A Serious Talk: right now katie and I are discussing who made the team and who didn't. so kind of.
97* Missed Someone: mmm maybe in general
98* Hugged Someone: yeah Kristen
99* Yelled at Someone: Katie and I were yelling at the same time, so that kind of counts.
100* Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: maybe. I supose that hott kid from Gilmore Girls.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Empty, Lost
Basically, I'm too lazy to think of intersting things to say, and basically nothing interesting is going on, thanks to the hell we call tryouts. So here you are instead.
1. Woke up around 6:30, told myself to go back to sleep for an hour. Drifted back awake around 7:55 and realised that I set my alarm wrong. Hurried off to tryouts.
2. Last thing you ate: a sweet, juicy, delicious, life-preserving orange.
3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap?: Well, I'm fond of it, but I don't get messages and it deleted all my texts last week, so the answer is probably yes.
4. What's the thing you look forward to most in the next 6 months? the end of soccer season. the begining of senior year (too bad they overlap) having Carmina, the forgein exchange student, come.
5. What's annoying you right now?: the fact that soccer is a monster and it just eats my day.
6. Whats the last movie you watched? Sort of Seven, sort of Havana Nights. But not really. Sweaty Cubans don't do it for me like they do for Katie.
7. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: They could work. But they usually don't. Because it's too much effort and money to go see people, or else you end up going out with their best friend, convientently located about 150 miles closer to you.
8. What's worse...being in love with someone you can't have or pretending to love someone you don't?: being in love with someone you can't have. You can make yourself be happy with someone you don't love. You can't make yourself happy when you're sad and alone.
9. Is there someone you miss so much it makes you sad?: I miss a lot of people- I wouldn't say I'm stricken with grief, but I haven't seen some of my old friends in a while, and that brings a tear to my eye
10. What inspires you?: music, books, nature
11. If you could put together a concert of 5 bands, who would you choose?: oh this is hard. bloc party, OKGO just to see the dance, the strokes, and possibly the clash. Just because that would be cool and we all can dream. Why are all my bands like Caitlin's? I'm not copying you Cait, you jsut have good taste in musics.
12. Lyric that sums up your love life?: wait. wiat. this is the sound of scilence.
13. Whats the one thing you wish you could do better? play soccer? sing. I really wish I coudl sing, or at least wasn't tone deaf.
14. If you could be anywhere this second, where would it be? Maybe chicago, or it's be fun to go to London. Damn you Cait. ON the other hand, I'd kind of like the whore R&R thign right now, so maybe skiing in the rockies.... even though this isn't the idea time for that.
15. What's your most vivid memory from 6th grade?: Not being able to go to Camp Chris because the guys set off matches in our classroom.
16. Latest addiction?: Liquid Planet smoothies
17. Have you ever had the slight urge to kill someone?: only slight?
18. How many people would you say you were interested in at once?: I'm a one at a time sort of person
19. Who are you in love with?: Jake Gyllenhaul, Orlando Bloom, Topher Grace (Ive been watching a lot of That 70's Show).... oh, oh wait... you mean for real?
20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily? Actually yes. I usually see people at some point, so they have to think about me if they're talking to me, to make sure they don't actually spit out "oh, I hate stef" or something.
21. Are you self confident?: not at all. well in school-related things yes. but ultimately, no.
22. What would you change about yourself?: I would have magical powers, obviously.
23. What book are you reading right now?: sort of madame bovary
24. How many people do you know with the same name as yours?: there's a girl who's going to be a junior with the same spelling, and a fair few with the same name.
25. What was the last thing you spilled?: the bamboo plant in the ktichen. It gets knocked over like once a day. hence it is yellow and there's like no little stones left in it. In all fairness I was trying to water the other plants.
1. Woke up around 6:30, told myself to go back to sleep for an hour. Drifted back awake around 7:55 and realised that I set my alarm wrong. Hurried off to tryouts.
2. Last thing you ate: a sweet, juicy, delicious, life-preserving orange.
3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap?: Well, I'm fond of it, but I don't get messages and it deleted all my texts last week, so the answer is probably yes.
4. What's the thing you look forward to most in the next 6 months? the end of soccer season. the begining of senior year (too bad they overlap) having Carmina, the forgein exchange student, come.
5. What's annoying you right now?: the fact that soccer is a monster and it just eats my day.
6. Whats the last movie you watched? Sort of Seven, sort of Havana Nights. But not really. Sweaty Cubans don't do it for me like they do for Katie.
7. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: They could work. But they usually don't. Because it's too much effort and money to go see people, or else you end up going out with their best friend, convientently located about 150 miles closer to you.
8. What's worse...being in love with someone you can't have or pretending to love someone you don't?: being in love with someone you can't have. You can make yourself be happy with someone you don't love. You can't make yourself happy when you're sad and alone.
9. Is there someone you miss so much it makes you sad?: I miss a lot of people- I wouldn't say I'm stricken with grief, but I haven't seen some of my old friends in a while, and that brings a tear to my eye
10. What inspires you?: music, books, nature
11. If you could put together a concert of 5 bands, who would you choose?: oh this is hard. bloc party, OKGO just to see the dance, the strokes, and possibly the clash. Just because that would be cool and we all can dream. Why are all my bands like Caitlin's? I'm not copying you Cait, you jsut have good taste in musics.
12. Lyric that sums up your love life?: wait. wiat. this is the sound of scilence.
13. Whats the one thing you wish you could do better? play soccer? sing. I really wish I coudl sing, or at least wasn't tone deaf.
14. If you could be anywhere this second, where would it be? Maybe chicago, or it's be fun to go to London. Damn you Cait. ON the other hand, I'd kind of like the whore R&R thign right now, so maybe skiing in the rockies.... even though this isn't the idea time for that.
15. What's your most vivid memory from 6th grade?: Not being able to go to Camp Chris because the guys set off matches in our classroom.
16. Latest addiction?: Liquid Planet smoothies
17. Have you ever had the slight urge to kill someone?: only slight?
18. How many people would you say you were interested in at once?: I'm a one at a time sort of person
19. Who are you in love with?: Jake Gyllenhaul, Orlando Bloom, Topher Grace (Ive been watching a lot of That 70's Show).... oh, oh wait... you mean for real?
20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily? Actually yes. I usually see people at some point, so they have to think about me if they're talking to me, to make sure they don't actually spit out "oh, I hate stef" or something.
21. Are you self confident?: not at all. well in school-related things yes. but ultimately, no.
22. What would you change about yourself?: I would have magical powers, obviously.
23. What book are you reading right now?: sort of madame bovary
24. How many people do you know with the same name as yours?: there's a girl who's going to be a junior with the same spelling, and a fair few with the same name.
25. What was the last thing you spilled?: the bamboo plant in the ktichen. It gets knocked over like once a day. hence it is yellow and there's like no little stones left in it. In all fairness I was trying to water the other plants.
Monday, August 08, 2005
Let's Have Whore Sex
FIRSTS--->
First best friend: Elizabeth Hazel. Represent. goodtimes then, goodtimes now
First crush: Alex vitou. Yeah I know. I was a conformist.
First car: Hughbert. It's spelled like that because I say so. '03 'princess blue' camry
First kiss: hahahahaha. Back in those days when I was four or five.... let's not go there, if you ask mum, I'm sure she'll tell you all about it
First screen name: SBRY2019. wow, I remember that. sbry=strawberry, in my dad's mind. yeah. sure.
First funeral: john fernbach's grandpa. I remember it, too, oddly enough. I had to be about three.
First album: Spice Girls, the original CD. That was the first time anyone in our family even had a CD player, how pathetic and outdated are we?
First pets: Koko, a dog. Lasa opso, or however its spelled. I was quite devistated upon her demise.
First piercing/tattoo: seven, my ears. haven't gotten to the whole tatoo thing. Probably won't.
First Big Trip: First one I remember was our kindergarten trip to Disney with the Fernbachs. why oh why do they haunt my past?
First time skiing: seventh grade, first day of ski club. I remember catherine and I stuck together because neither of us had a clue.
First concert: *Nsync, Pop Oddessy tour. sugar packets. good times.
First alcoholic drink: erg, probably the beer john and I had when we were eight at noreen's graduation. I make us sound so BA. We had a sp, and neither of us liked it. Yet again, why do they haunt my past?
First ticket violation: well I didn't get a ticket for it.
First job: First regular paying job? Malley's. Ew.
First date: Freshman year. Movies. It sucked. I brought Elizabeth and Dever and Chelsea along to save me, and I remember an awesome undercover job getting into the suburban.
First myspace friend: Tom, but I deleted the friend whore bastard. So probably katey polefko.
LASTS---->
Last car ride: Last road trip? Chi-town, on the way back anyway. Last time I drove was a few hours ago to visit Kristen at Malley's.
Last kiss: I don't want to talk about it.
Last time you cried: long long ago
Last movie watched: Erg. I can't remember. I was sort of watching The Villiage last night around two am.
Last food you ate: some gross veggies over cooked by mother.
Last love: (Garry Hobson. hahaha)<--- Caitlin's answer. I love it. But I'd have to go with Danny Fenton right now.
Last temptation: to yell at my parents.
Last item bought: blank CDs and a CD label maker which I plan on having WAY too much fun with
Last annoyance: parents, soccer idiots, falling asleep when I was supposed to go out
Last time wanting to die: school was still in. school ruins everything. Stupid magnifabitches.
Last shirt worn: red tank top, four bucks at Gap
Last alcoholic drink: Jello shots at the party on Thursday. They sucked.
Last concert: UGH. freaking nintendo fusion.
Last phone call: erm. I talked to both kristen and cait really quickly after tryouts.
Last time at the mall: I think it was like friday or saturday Kristen and I went on a shopping fest. Crocker, best buy, great northern, shoes. lots of shoes.
Last time you went on a date: um. I went on a slurpee date a few weeks ago? translate: I'm lame and people don't aske me out.
First best friend: Elizabeth Hazel. Represent. goodtimes then, goodtimes now
First crush: Alex vitou. Yeah I know. I was a conformist.
First car: Hughbert. It's spelled like that because I say so. '03 'princess blue' camry
First kiss: hahahahaha. Back in those days when I was four or five.... let's not go there, if you ask mum, I'm sure she'll tell you all about it
First screen name: SBRY2019. wow, I remember that. sbry=strawberry, in my dad's mind. yeah. sure.
First funeral: john fernbach's grandpa. I remember it, too, oddly enough. I had to be about three.
First album: Spice Girls, the original CD. That was the first time anyone in our family even had a CD player, how pathetic and outdated are we?
First pets: Koko, a dog. Lasa opso, or however its spelled. I was quite devistated upon her demise.
First piercing/tattoo: seven, my ears. haven't gotten to the whole tatoo thing. Probably won't.
First Big Trip: First one I remember was our kindergarten trip to Disney with the Fernbachs. why oh why do they haunt my past?
First time skiing: seventh grade, first day of ski club. I remember catherine and I stuck together because neither of us had a clue.
First concert: *Nsync, Pop Oddessy tour. sugar packets. good times.
First alcoholic drink: erg, probably the beer john and I had when we were eight at noreen's graduation. I make us sound so BA. We had a sp, and neither of us liked it. Yet again, why do they haunt my past?
First ticket violation: well I didn't get a ticket for it.
First job: First regular paying job? Malley's. Ew.
First date: Freshman year. Movies. It sucked. I brought Elizabeth and Dever and Chelsea along to save me, and I remember an awesome undercover job getting into the suburban.
First myspace friend: Tom, but I deleted the friend whore bastard. So probably katey polefko.
LASTS---->
Last car ride: Last road trip? Chi-town, on the way back anyway. Last time I drove was a few hours ago to visit Kristen at Malley's.
Last kiss: I don't want to talk about it.
Last time you cried: long long ago
Last movie watched: Erg. I can't remember. I was sort of watching The Villiage last night around two am.
Last food you ate: some gross veggies over cooked by mother.
Last love: (Garry Hobson. hahaha)<--- Caitlin's answer. I love it. But I'd have to go with Danny Fenton right now.
Last temptation: to yell at my parents.
Last item bought: blank CDs and a CD label maker which I plan on having WAY too much fun with
Last annoyance: parents, soccer idiots, falling asleep when I was supposed to go out
Last time wanting to die: school was still in. school ruins everything. Stupid magnifabitches.
Last shirt worn: red tank top, four bucks at Gap
Last alcoholic drink: Jello shots at the party on Thursday. They sucked.
Last concert: UGH. freaking nintendo fusion.
Last phone call: erm. I talked to both kristen and cait really quickly after tryouts.
Last time at the mall: I think it was like friday or saturday Kristen and I went on a shopping fest. Crocker, best buy, great northern, shoes. lots of shoes.
Last time you went on a date: um. I went on a slurpee date a few weeks ago? translate: I'm lame and people don't aske me out.
I Watch Myself, Walk Away
I just listened to a very moving expression of the love between Cosmo and Wanda. It inspired me to want true love for all eternity... well I'm lying. But it would be kind of cool to have magic powers like them. I want magic powers a lot. That'd be fun.
Yesterday I spent the evening playing spud. It was fun, I came in seconds, but in all fairness, it's kind of tough to play spud with two people. (don't worry, I didn't play spud with only one other person the whole game- this was just the final showdown between Sean and me, which I lost because I managed to miss him when he was standing about two inches away. Let's not talk about it) Then I played monopoly. Basically we had a kid-fest night. I hung out with Kristen and Sean and Kyle and Danny and Timmy. But it was cool. I won monopoly, because I rolled a ten first. We kind of got sick of playing it after over an hour. I'm sitting on Baltic with Crack. But I went to jail for selling that crack.
Anyway, soccer tryouts are today, I'm so looking forward to that. Wait, wait, I'm lying. But on the bright side, only four more months of this hell and then I'm forever free of the opression that we call "soccer".
In other news, my exchange student hasn't written me back yet, so she either thinks I'm a freak or she doesn't use the computer, which kind of sucks because I'm on here twenty four seven. (which reminds me that I had been online for eighteen straight days, when my computer freaked out. I was very disappointed. I was shooting for a month. I wonder if I can stay online for the entire duration of my senior year?)
Wow, this show really is entirely a musical. And Ben Stien really does have the most monotonous voice known to man kind.
Well, I'm off to make myself some mac and cheese before I have to go to tryouts.
Yesterday I spent the evening playing spud. It was fun, I came in seconds, but in all fairness, it's kind of tough to play spud with two people. (don't worry, I didn't play spud with only one other person the whole game- this was just the final showdown between Sean and me, which I lost because I managed to miss him when he was standing about two inches away. Let's not talk about it) Then I played monopoly. Basically we had a kid-fest night. I hung out with Kristen and Sean and Kyle and Danny and Timmy. But it was cool. I won monopoly, because I rolled a ten first. We kind of got sick of playing it after over an hour. I'm sitting on Baltic with Crack. But I went to jail for selling that crack.
Anyway, soccer tryouts are today, I'm so looking forward to that. Wait, wait, I'm lying. But on the bright side, only four more months of this hell and then I'm forever free of the opression that we call "soccer".
In other news, my exchange student hasn't written me back yet, so she either thinks I'm a freak or she doesn't use the computer, which kind of sucks because I'm on here twenty four seven. (which reminds me that I had been online for eighteen straight days, when my computer freaked out. I was very disappointed. I was shooting for a month. I wonder if I can stay online for the entire duration of my senior year?)
Wow, this show really is entirely a musical. And Ben Stien really does have the most monotonous voice known to man kind.
Well, I'm off to make myself some mac and cheese before I have to go to tryouts.