Saturday, May 19, 2007

Can We Take The Next Hour To Talk About Me?

1. If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you do?
wonder how it was possible

2. Do you trust all of your friends?
no, I don't really trust anyone

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
um I don't know about love but I would move just because I wanted to.

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
not really.

5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship.
boring-ness-ocity. cheating.

6. Name someone who would do anything for you?
No one, but I don't really expect them to, either.

7. When was the last time you snuck out?
big college kids don't have to sneak out

8. Are you afraid of falling in love?
oh, absolutely.

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?\
fuck. yes.

10. Would you stop talking to a certain someone because you hooked up with a new person?
I really don't think so. Then again, I'm not sure I entirely understand what this question means.

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
To Chicago to visit Caitlin.

12. What did the last text message you sent say?
"its going well, bit busy sometimes but well!!" <---that was Caitlin's answer and I would just like to point out that she sent that to me and I feel special.
mine is: "That's what she said".... of course...

13. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
I don't really even know at this point

14. Fill in the blank. I like ________.
sleep. of which I am not getting any.

15. What are your goals in life?
Die young. Be happy at some point. Make lots of money. Avoid commitment.

17. When you get married, how would you envision your dream wedding
erm well sadly even though I don't ever plan on doing something so foolhardy, I did plan it but it's intricate and only Marissa Petroff can fully understand and appreciate it.

18. If you could say just one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
That's what she said.

19. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended period of time, name some people you would call?
um. Elizabeth. Caitlin. Kristen. Lyla (and the Mouranys in general). my suitemates.

20. How many kids do you want to have?
probably none.

21. Would you make a good parent?
hahaha absolutely not.

22. Where is your default picture taken?
well seeing as this is a myspace survey, the answer is: I took it of myself in September right after I got my hairs did. I don't even look remotely like that at this point.

23. What is your middle name?
lynne

24. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
um. good question.

25. Honestly, how much do you like your crush?
um good question.

27. Honestly, what's on your mind right now??
how much I want to sleep but how I have this wierd feeling of anxiety that I can't shake that's freaking me out.

28. Are you musical?
guitar hero?

29. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
um well I wouldn't say no.

30. Shoe size:
tenish

31. What are you wearing right now?
my pink tank top that matches my pajamas.

32. Righty or lefty:
derecha

33. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
yeah probably.

34. Best place to go for a date:
you know. I've never really been on a DATE per se. But not the movies.

35. Favorite jeans:
um my Silver jeans I got for supersale at Von Maur

37. Favorite animal:
ermmmm that's tough. Goats?

38. Favorite month:
December

39. Favorite juice:
um not a huge juice fan. Grapefruit I guess.

40. Have you had the chicken pox?:
in the first grade

41. Have you had a sore throat?
yeah for sure I was sick as hell all during spring break

42. Have you had plastic surgery?:
nooo but I should get some because I iz fugly.

43. Who knows you the best?
Elizabeth probably. Maybe Kristen. Maybe Caitlin.

45. Do you get along with your family?:
I don't know about get along with.

44. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
actually I'm wearing my glasses right now and it's so wierd.

46. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
this one time sparky ate my favourite blue hat and I was FURIOUS

47. Been to Mexico?
no, lo siento. Solo a espana.

48. Did you talk to someone you like today?
well sure. I just had a nice convo with jen about an hour ago, I like her.

49. Did you buy something today?
meal swipe food?

50. Did you get sick today?
no but I"m still coughing up phlem like you wouldn't believe

51. Did you talk to an ex today?
haha no way

52. Do you miss someone today?
actually I kind of missed my friends back home.

53. Did you get in a fight with someone today?
nope

54. Last person to sleep in your bed?
me?

55. What was the last TV show you watched?
oh god I probably haven't watched any TV shows since House on Tuesday

56. What are your plans for the weekend?
um tomorrow... aka in five hours... we're going to Jefferson city to go outlet shopping. Then lots of studying. Then Sunday I'm seeing Motion City at Newport

57. Are you in love?
haha. No.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Surrender, Surrender

At this point, between Elaine and I, we've been playing guitar hero for like four hours. It's really pathetic. I suppose it's better than the chemistry studying I ought to be doing right now anyway.

Tomorrow (aka later today?) we're going to Jefferson City Outlet Mall! Woo hoo!

This evening I cleaned. A lot. Like Jen and I got OCD and rearranged the common room entirely. Actually it's much nicer now, so we're kind of bummed we didn't design this new layout until three weeks before school gets out. It's much cozier now... though Elyse pointed out that Houe nights (aka night... there's only one more episode left, two weeks from now) are going to be a lot more crowded. She has a valid point. But it's still nicer. Plus you don't have to walk in front of people watching TV (read: playing guitar hero) anymore.

But anyway I also sort of pre-packed for Memorial Day. I took down my posters and my photos and packed up my pleasure books (no, not as perverted as you're thinking... just the books that I never really had time to read this year) and threw out some stuff that didn't need to be in here anymore. It looks so bare now, without my "funnest diseases" and "cristil meth buttsecks" pictures coloured by my friends. It's sort of sad that we're all leaving. It wasn't until spring quarter that we all really solidified and now we're hauling off back to hell... er, home. It depresses me. I don't want to go home. I'm perfectly content with being this distant from my family. Which is now just my parents and I, seeing as the great aunt and uncle died over the last month. Which is sad? I mean it is, but they were old. So it's okay. They lived full, happy lives, I am sure.

Plus I don't fancy the idea of just up and leaving here. There's been so many ties made and I feel like just leaving and going 250 miles away all of sudden will just suddenly break those ties. And that's never a good thing. Even though I move on past things fairly easily, I still like closure. And I'm afraid that some of the friends I've made this year, I'm just going to go home and when I come back it will kind of be like we weren't friends at all because I won't see them, the one negative about this huge campus. But I guess in foresight that idea bothers me a lot more than it really will in hindsight. That's how things tend to be with me.

I have also come to believe more assuredly than ever that I'm a terrible person, thanks to something Jen informed me of. I mean. Oh, nevermind whatever.

I guess I'm a clusterfuck.