I know how it ends- Kill me quick
I know, I know, I'm bad and right now I should be in bed, deperately clinging to the 6.5 hourse of sleep I can get the night before my SATs. Yes, I'm an idiot and neglected to take off Malley's and now look at me, having a nervy b at 11:45 pm, when I have to take the test in LESS THAN 12 HOURS. And malley's sucked today. Malley's always sucks. 12 bucks in tips isn't even worth the sucktasticness of that place.
But I do need to calm down, and writing, even if I don't excell at it, will help me. Okay, well I will be writing tomorrow. I have a few topic of expertice to draw into any essays I may write- including Dorian Gray, Eugenics, anything biology related, a few things econ-like, and of course The Brady O'Calahan fan club, which is always a great topic. I better hope those can some how be realavant to whatever the essay's about. Too bad I can't spell, so it doesn't even matter. Ack. Positive thoughts- go.
So do you ever have the feeling like you did someting wrong? Well, okay like you did something to offend someone? And now they are peeved at you, but for whatever reason not saying anything but you get those funny vibes like maybe you've hurt them? Well obviously I do. Actually there's a few cases of this.
In response to that thought I'd just like to say that I'm sorry if I have been bothering any of you recently. I just haven't been myself what with these ever-rising amounts of stress. Consequently I hope you guys understand and that you also know that once summer rolls around I'll be much less uptight.
Okay. I really need to sleep now.
Friday, May 06, 2005
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Woody Stems
I don't really know what woody stems are. Well I konw what they are. But not what makes them, what parts are in them, and why the hell they exist? Yeah, totally beyond me.
I love this:
1.At least 2 people in this world LOVE you so much they would DiE for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A SMiLE from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special&unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you BELiEVE in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. FORGET about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a GREAT FRiEND, take the time to let them know that they are great.
There's this really weird show on tv right now. I'm not sure if I appreciate it.
So I can't really feel much in my leg. I am about 99% sure that that's a bad thing. And I don't appreciate that at all. My back has this lovely knot in it (there's something wrong with the nerve- aparentally, it's not a compressoin fracture anymore... they just still don't know what it is) and all pain stems from there. Lovely, I know.
so, sice right now I have a horrible week coming up, allow me to list the shining beacons in the distance, which are all the glimmers to which I can cling to until said week is terminado.
1> DDR par-taY!
2> the next three episodes of Lost
3> trip to boston
4> trip to chicago
5> SUMMER!!!
Okay, that's about all I've got right now. These things shall be the strings which pull me through APs, SATs, and Finals for the next week. Hoo. Rah.
I don't really know what woody stems are. Well I konw what they are. But not what makes them, what parts are in them, and why the hell they exist? Yeah, totally beyond me.
I love this:
1.At least 2 people in this world LOVE you so much they would DiE for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A SMiLE from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special&unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you BELiEVE in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. FORGET about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a GREAT FRiEND, take the time to let them know that they are great.
There's this really weird show on tv right now. I'm not sure if I appreciate it.
So I can't really feel much in my leg. I am about 99% sure that that's a bad thing. And I don't appreciate that at all. My back has this lovely knot in it (there's something wrong with the nerve- aparentally, it's not a compressoin fracture anymore... they just still don't know what it is) and all pain stems from there. Lovely, I know.
so, sice right now I have a horrible week coming up, allow me to list the shining beacons in the distance, which are all the glimmers to which I can cling to until said week is terminado.
1> DDR par-taY!
2> the next three episodes of Lost
3> trip to boston
4> trip to chicago
5> SUMMER!!!
Okay, that's about all I've got right now. These things shall be the strings which pull me through APs, SATs, and Finals for the next week. Hoo. Rah.
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Looking for the patterns in static
It's really sweet when one arrives home from school and is abrubtly whisked away to get an MRI. Have you ever gotten an MRI? It's boring as anything- you just sit there in a coffin-like structure of plastic and hear the technician's voice talk to you through a small speaker. He tells you what to do- it's like being skitzophrenic and dead all at the same time. Which, granted, is probably not possible, but it is never-the-less an interesting experience.
On the bright side, I am now experiencing Ben Stiller's comic genius circa 1995. It's most excellent and hilarious. Heavyweights. Great experience.
Umm. Anyway, well, I'm just glad I'm not in fat camp, even if I probably belong there.
Do not disturb the scilence of the chi.
There is pretty much nothing else I can say, as usual.
It's really sweet when one arrives home from school and is abrubtly whisked away to get an MRI. Have you ever gotten an MRI? It's boring as anything- you just sit there in a coffin-like structure of plastic and hear the technician's voice talk to you through a small speaker. He tells you what to do- it's like being skitzophrenic and dead all at the same time. Which, granted, is probably not possible, but it is never-the-less an interesting experience.
On the bright side, I am now experiencing Ben Stiller's comic genius circa 1995. It's most excellent and hilarious. Heavyweights. Great experience.
Umm. Anyway, well, I'm just glad I'm not in fat camp, even if I probably belong there.
Do not disturb the scilence of the chi.
There is pretty much nothing else I can say, as usual.