People...I hate people...
Why ae people so selfish? WHAT THE HELL DOES SUICIDE ACCOMPLISH?!!!!!! "Oh, look I killed myself, way to make a good impession of myself" "I was too lazy to work out my problem, so I killed myself" GHAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not to mention the fact that other people completely make our lives HELL. Well, they can all burn. ot on a stick. Who cares what they think? We'll never be good enough for everyone...u just gotta find those who you are good enough for...
Dont do it for them. Do it for yourself. Prove you can do it. Impress yourself, and chances are, you'll impress them.

Carnys scare me.
I advenured to Bay Days last night for the first time in like 6 years. It was kinda boring. I'm gettin too old for those spinny rides (ah!! my back!! call the chiropractor!!) which is sad, though Cedar Point continues to rock my socks all the way off. Who wants to go? I do! hahaha
So, what did I waste 10 of the 12 tickets on? Why, the ferris wheel, of course. Some things to do on a ferris wheel at a carnival:
1) Play the lyric game
2) Sing songs- ideal suggestions: Elevation by U2 (woooooooooo-hooooooooo) and Daisy Duke by Rooney (BOW DOWN DAISY DUKE!)
3) Make friends with the carny that is running it (Terminator)
4) Talk with British/Irish accents to make people believe you are foriegn. (yes, most ppl will believe you)
5) Wave to people from the top
6) Scpe the area for hot guys
Yes, indeed, carnials are only fun if you make them that way.... Car shows ar fun, too- vote for Travelall! Hahaha. Otherfun things to do at a carnival:
a) Talk with accents. Yes, its fun.
b) Hang out with ur friend's dad
c) look for hot guys
d) race on the slide
e) ask if cars make vroom vroom noises
f) cheer if they do
Okay, thats enough. Its also kinda fun to walk along the lake on a go nowhere track. hehe
HAPPY FOURTH! VOTE ANARCHY! (anachy in the US)
~moi

nm, it redeemed itself

WHY IS BLOGGER A BUTTHOLE????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, guys, I'm a little better today, even though I did waste my time last night attending a softball game that we had to forfeit. Yeah, ppl who didn't show up- screw you!
I no longer feel mildly (or even severely) homicidal. I'm a little more focused on life in general. But people still piss me off. Grr...
The holiday swifly approches! yay! Not that I ever do anything cool for the fourth, but still, its something, right?
And! And and and! My summer has actually started! I've actually had time to swim and hang out and do summery things b/c SAFETY TOWN IS OVER! Oh, what joy that sentance brings. Too bad I still have soccer and b/c of tryouts I can't go to the warped tour. grrr...again... Why does God hate me? Wait! That was a rhetorical question. Yeah, dont answer it....
ho-hm, another lazy day of summer. I have driving classes soon. in an hour and a half. I hate them- they are boring. Not to mention I suck at driving. Right, well, later daiz!
~Me

Someimes, I really really want to tell someone something, but I know that if I do, I will prbably end up regretting whatever I say. So I don't say anything. Isn't it better that way? Apparently not, because silence tends to get me in more trouble than stating my mind. If only everyone knew the evil little thoughts floating around my head. Not only would everyone be scared of me, but I'd probably have no friends. Cause I'd jst say something that I would regret later. Because normally my thoughts are just sort of how I feel "now" and I prolly won't think them later.
But then, sometimes, I know exactly what I thnk about someone. And all I really want to do is tell them. But if I do, they'll end up hating me, so I jsut keep it bottled inside. But even I can't keep it help up that long. So I just don't talk. Then I can't say it, right? Well, guess what, if you listen close enough to the silence, you can hear exactly how someone feels. That includes me. Yeah, the truth hurts like that, huh? Don't ask about things you don't want to change.
Bite me. You know who.
Me