For the last day or so I've been enjoying this odd, blissful feeling that everything is okay in the world. Granted, last night that was shattered sort of, but not really. Because it, in the process of shattering, just seemed to make me even more estatic, though in a slightly darker sense, I suppose.
Yes, that's right, in the last days I've experienced many of those "ah, all's right with the world" moments. Usually I have those while driving, so it must be pretty intense, because anyone who can feel at peace with the world in my mess of a car has to be pretty freaking happy.
Today was fun, well in an odd way, I mean, it was totally random. But then again, isn't that just the best? I met Jeff up for some slurpees, which was fun, because blue slurpees rock and it totally made my mouth feel better. Then I had to run errands, which was lame, but kind of fun, because I haven't driven around in forever and I love to drive. Then I met up with Ryan and Sean for some rip off milkshakes (stupid applebee's) and then frisbee. Then I did a few more errands... well I got gas (2.05 at bradley!!!! How pathetic that this excites me) and stopped by kristen's.
Soon I must go forth to see Charlie et le factorie d'chocolate (as I've been calling it all day in pseudo-french) con scott, but more importantly, after we're meeting up with kristen and sean and ryan to play more super awesome frisbee!!! However, I didn't get any acid for the movie, so I don't know if I'll really appreciate it. Elizabeth (who should be soonly stopping by) says that I won't.
Um. yeah. sweet.
Friday, July 22, 2005
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Fill Me With Drugs
No, don't actually, that's what I've been doing to myself the last few days.
Anyway, if you want to know what I'm doing right now, I'm discussing the different types of duck crossing signs you can find. Jealous much? Yes you are.
The last three days have really for the most part sucked. Monday wasn't soo bad, I suppose, as CAitlin stopped by with custard and moe custard, and vitamin water. Most of which is gone, except for about half of the Higbee's, but I think mother is sneaking into that anyway. I've been dying to get into the Ramen that Elizabeth got me, but I can't chew yet, and I don't like having those noodles all down my throat, because it feels weird, and I end up coughing them up and pulling an eight-foot noodle straight out of my throat, and no one wanted to know that, but I shared it anyway. Right. So then. And Tuesday just sucked, it was the worst, I didn't want to see or do anything or anyone. And then today was a little better, I slept until nearly 3 pm, which in my mind is pathetic, and then woke for a bit and took another kip right after MacGyver. Then I woke up, and ran away from home. Okay, I just took a walk to Clague, but it was sooo nice to be out of my house. Only on the way I had to pass a hoarde of mosh-pitting teens with my gerbil mouth, which was atrocious enough to make them halt their little punk-fest and gawk at me. How positively embarrasing. Anyway, so I got to the park, and jeff met me, and we swung on the swings and otherwise had a delightful time, until mother decided that being out meant i might spontaneaously combut, and requested my return home. But almost as soon as I got there, I left again, and met up Sean and a little later Caitlin and we enjoyed a rousing game of frisbee, which was only deadly for one member of the trio- myself. Caitlin (who was tossing to Sean) managed to smack me in the eye, but better that than the cheeks.
And now here I am. Alone and with new-found pain in my cheeks, eagerly anticpating the definition of "butt-tickler".
Funny. I'm scarred for life now.
Erg, yes. And now I have wonderful plans for friday, which I was originally bummed about, because the bocfoc olympics fell through. But yeah, anyone who wants to catch Johny Depp... I mean, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory... with Scott and I, you are totally welcome. Also, if any of you BOCFOC people read this, you are also welcome to go with me to Columbus on Monday, to see Meggie, my favourite anti-social pal.
Fuck, my sinuses hurt. I'm leaving now.
Anyway, if you want to know what I'm doing right now, I'm discussing the different types of duck crossing signs you can find. Jealous much? Yes you are.
The last three days have really for the most part sucked. Monday wasn't soo bad, I suppose, as CAitlin stopped by with custard and moe custard, and vitamin water. Most of which is gone, except for about half of the Higbee's, but I think mother is sneaking into that anyway. I've been dying to get into the Ramen that Elizabeth got me, but I can't chew yet, and I don't like having those noodles all down my throat, because it feels weird, and I end up coughing them up and pulling an eight-foot noodle straight out of my throat, and no one wanted to know that, but I shared it anyway. Right. So then. And Tuesday just sucked, it was the worst, I didn't want to see or do anything or anyone. And then today was a little better, I slept until nearly 3 pm, which in my mind is pathetic, and then woke for a bit and took another kip right after MacGyver. Then I woke up, and ran away from home. Okay, I just took a walk to Clague, but it was sooo nice to be out of my house. Only on the way I had to pass a hoarde of mosh-pitting teens with my gerbil mouth, which was atrocious enough to make them halt their little punk-fest and gawk at me. How positively embarrasing. Anyway, so I got to the park, and jeff met me, and we swung on the swings and otherwise had a delightful time, until mother decided that being out meant i might spontaneaously combut, and requested my return home. But almost as soon as I got there, I left again, and met up Sean and a little later Caitlin and we enjoyed a rousing game of frisbee, which was only deadly for one member of the trio- myself. Caitlin (who was tossing to Sean) managed to smack me in the eye, but better that than the cheeks.
And now here I am. Alone and with new-found pain in my cheeks, eagerly anticpating the definition of "butt-tickler".
Funny. I'm scarred for life now.
Erg, yes. And now I have wonderful plans for friday, which I was originally bummed about, because the bocfoc olympics fell through. But yeah, anyone who wants to catch Johny Depp... I mean, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory... with Scott and I, you are totally welcome. Also, if any of you BOCFOC people read this, you are also welcome to go with me to Columbus on Monday, to see Meggie, my favourite anti-social pal.
Fuck, my sinuses hurt. I'm leaving now.
Monday, July 18, 2005
Waiting Around For Something Bad
Mmmmhm, got my wisdoms out about two, three hours ago. They put me under, so currently I'm a little disoriented. Not that badly, but I haven't tried walking again yet.
Just finished having a nice little discussion with Katie Blake about Harry Potter, a subject that can never tire those of us die hard enough to read it. And we are all obsessed and know it. Not one person with whom I discuss Harry Potter with is in any doubt that there is a wizarding world, that Harry Potter is real, and that Snape and Voldemort deserve to die painful, excrusciating deaths. Mostly Snape though.
Well, anyway.
My mouth's a bit sore. Ouchie.
OKay well anyway, I saw Wedding Crashers last night with Tricia. It was seriously the funniest movie I've seen in forever. I definately recommend it as a romantic comedy. Well, mostly a comedy. The romantic thing didn't stretch that far. And I've decided on behalf of that movie, there are several things I have to do. One involving a fancy dinner party, because that's just hilarious. Another involving eye drops. yeah, watch out for me.
I had a neat dream last night (while I was actually sleeping, not knocked out, though I had one then, too... and I don't remember it, but it was probably trippy). Someone let off a nuclear bomb, and I was outside, and I saw the people who let it off go into a hatch and I followed them and they let me in (after exposed to the radiation, mind you) and then we just spent a lot of time in that hatch avoiding bad guys and stuff... well, there weren't a lot of specifics, but it was cool.
hmmmm, I have a headache, I'd better go.
Just finished having a nice little discussion with Katie Blake about Harry Potter, a subject that can never tire those of us die hard enough to read it. And we are all obsessed and know it. Not one person with whom I discuss Harry Potter with is in any doubt that there is a wizarding world, that Harry Potter is real, and that Snape and Voldemort deserve to die painful, excrusciating deaths. Mostly Snape though.
Well, anyway.
My mouth's a bit sore. Ouchie.
OKay well anyway, I saw Wedding Crashers last night with Tricia. It was seriously the funniest movie I've seen in forever. I definately recommend it as a romantic comedy. Well, mostly a comedy. The romantic thing didn't stretch that far. And I've decided on behalf of that movie, there are several things I have to do. One involving a fancy dinner party, because that's just hilarious. Another involving eye drops. yeah, watch out for me.
I had a neat dream last night (while I was actually sleeping, not knocked out, though I had one then, too... and I don't remember it, but it was probably trippy). Someone let off a nuclear bomb, and I was outside, and I saw the people who let it off go into a hatch and I followed them and they let me in (after exposed to the radiation, mind you) and then we just spent a lot of time in that hatch avoiding bad guys and stuff... well, there weren't a lot of specifics, but it was cool.
hmmmm, I have a headache, I'd better go.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
So Fucking Useless
You know, I know these are pointless, who's going to bother reading them, but I haven't got anything better to do, so I'm filling this out.
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Stef-a-lef. Just. Yeah, that's enough for you creepy stalkers out there.
2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? I'm wearing a skirt, and it's green and sparkly
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO NOW? NOthing, actually, besides the sounds of the fountain in my backyard, because I'm too lazy to walk the five feet away from me for my iPod.
4. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Hot dogs and pasta salad, at our team cookout.
5. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? black. not because I'm emo, though, but because it's a very useful colour. you use it to outline things, and that's important, and lots of neat stuff is black, and I could be the shadows of everything
6. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO THE PHONE? Caitlin, who I called to see where she had gotten off to
7. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX? Hair. I like hair. Hair is fun.
8. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS BEFORE YOU? caitlin? of course! why else would I have called her?
9. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? really really tired. the sun drained it from me today
10. FAVORITE DRINK? water. honestly, I'm a tool. Seamus O'tool. hehe.
11. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? honestly, I'm not a drinker.
12. HAIR COLOR? dark brown, currently with lighter highlights in it
13. EYE COLOR? greyish blue
14. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yes, and right now they are dry and asking me to take them out.
15. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? only child, yeah, I'm spoiled.
16. FAVORITE MONTHS? December, June
17. FAVORITE FOOD? oo, that's tough. I love ice cream, I do. I don't know. Possibly this pasta mother makes.
18. FAVORITE TYPE OF VEHICLE? you know, those Z4s are kinda cool.saw one the other night at the harry potter release party. I mean. At some cool place.
19. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Wedding Crashers, which is hilarious, and I totally reccomend it
20. FAVORITE MUSIC? rock mostly, anything but country really, though I have limited tolerance for ghetto music
21. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? honestly, yes.
22. SUMMER OR WINTER? winter, it's too fucking hott right now.
23. HUGS OR KISSES? both!
24. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships
25. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? strawberry, unless aunt flo's in town.
26. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO RESPOND TO THIS? well of course they may, but as this is on my bloge and not the current rage known as myspace, it seems unlikely
27. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? "no body...maybe stef?" this is caitlin's comment, and she was right, though she wrote this last april. as for me, I highly doubt anyone will respond.
28. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? everybody.
29. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? four bedroom house in suburb with two parents and a dog. pathetic.
30. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Of course, I finished Harry Potter and the Half-Blood prince yesterday, but now I'm on The Dante Club an d I'm sort of reading Madame Bovary
31. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? nothing, this is a laptop
32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? geez, everythings so hazy, but last night I went to the East side to play tennis with my dear anti-social friend meggie. it was a blast.
33. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? yup
34. FAVORITE SMELL? man. if you go to mags, you undoubtedly know what I'm talking about. Usual axe man, that's the best man smell.
35. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? music, books, the arts in general.
36. BUTTERED, PLAIN, SWEET, CARAMEL OR SALTED POPCORN? kettle corn, hands down my favourite
37. FAVORITE CANDY? not a big candy person. I like simple bars of dark chocolate
38. FAVORITE FLOWER? to smell? lilac, but jsut looking at them? lilies
39. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? well, during summer, I have no preferance, and each are good in their own way, but I guess wednesday or saturday
40. FAVORITE MOVIE? ooo that's so hard! I love so many movies. Maybe Gladiator. Jurassic Park is good, too. Zoolander is a classic.
41. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW? sleeping because tomorrow is going to suck
42. WHAT SIDE OF THE BED DO YOU SLEEP ON? well if you're laying on it, I sleep on the left side. If you're facing it the right.
43. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE? princess blue (how appropriate) '03 camry
44. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU HAVE? thankfully none
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? not that many. two is absolute most.
46. WHERE DO YOU WORK? right now, no where. I quit hell.
47. WHERE IS YOUR DREAM JOB? erg, I don't know what I want to do with my life!!! something biology related, maybe in like genes and such.
8. HOW MANY FULL TIME JOBS HAVE YOU HAD? none, really. One part time, and one temporary.
49. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? reading. Yeah, I guess I'm a loser.
50. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARASSING MOMENT? just one? but there's so many... like that time I ran into the paned glass in eighth grade, accidentally catching steve and liz making out when heather and I were coning them, many trips, falls, and other such incedents I get myself into with caitlin...you know what though? I get embarrassed at the time, but looking back, I just laugh.
51. WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE DOING RIGHT NOW? out at a party in sheffield. haha. sleeping I guess.
52.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U CLEARED YOUR ROOM? about a year ago
53. ARE U BI/GAY/LES/STRAIGHT? straight
54. WHAT DO YOU HATE THE MOST? ignorance, fake people, complete idiots (I mean true idiots, not just like "let's act like kids" idiots like all my friends)
55. WHAT IS YOUR FAVE BAND? Ugh, I don't know. I'm on a muse kick right now, but before that it was fall out boy, and I'm really feeling the bloc party recently, so who knows?
56. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG? Drops of Jupiter- Train (I still love that song, and it's still pathetic)
57. WHO MEANS MOST TO YOU IN YOUR LIFE? no one specific person, I guess. My friend in general mean a lot to me.
58. WOULD U DATE THE PERSON WHO ADDED THIS B4 YOU? you know cait and I have had some crazy moments in bio.... but I think... no.
59. DO U THINK PEOPLE CHANGE? I know people change. But deep down whoever they were is still a part of them, so while you have to let go, you know that a piece of them is still the same
60. WHO IS UR BEST FRIEND? Why have jsuto ne when I can have so many? And not just friends... I have twins, and other halfs (that I haven't spoken to, but hey), and presidents, and leaders of the cool people, and malley's runaways, and malley's slaves, and secritaries, and treasurers, and so many more...
1.WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE ARTIST? erg, I'm so not an art efficianado. I know. I am pathetic, I just look at a picture and say "ooo, I like that one"
62. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE THING RIGHT NOW WHAT WUD IT B? for this person to get a spell check... no, I don't know. I mean, I guess you have to be happy with what you have
63. HOW MANY TATTOO'S DO U HAVE? none, I don't like needles a whole lot
64. DO YOU REGRET ANYTHING UVE DONE IN 2005? taking the ACTs while completly sick, maybe something else, but not really I guess it didn't actually matter in the long run.... not saying anything about a situation and to this day worrying about it.
65. WHATS UR FAVOURITE SPORTS TEAM?? hahaha, I watch sports, but I hardly care about them
66.WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE MEMORY OF LAST YEAR? 2004... what a crazy year. I can't pick out anything specific. Iggy's homecoming was super fun, Holiday VAlley was great as always, meeting new people, even if they did turn out to be blighters, opening of crocker park, the most majikal place ever
67. WHAT WAS THE LAST CD U BOUGHT? buy.... buy? I haven't bought a CD in forever, but I just burned about 11 new ones from cait
68. WHAT WUD U DO IF U CUD STOP TIME? stopping time? what good would that do? probably jsut stop it and travel places and restart it again, just to fuck with people.
69. WHAT WUD U DO IF U CUD GO BACK IN TIME? watch. I wouldn't be who I am today if things hadn't been how they were, right?
70. WHATS IS YOUR GREATEST SECRET? secrets are useless, I've figured that out. I pretty much tell people anything, if they ask the right questions. I guess there's only one then.
71. WHO DO YOU HATE WITH ALL YOUR HEART? well. right now, just my arch enemy, but that's only cuz she caught my hits at softball, and damn good hits they were, and everyone knows she hasn't got any talent (or friends) and caught them with luck. But usually I don't hate her, I just think she's a loathesome waste of life. you know, like snape or something. NO, NO, that's it! I hate snape!
72. IF YOU CUD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD TO LIVE? erg.. no idea. I haven't been enough places to decide.
73. WHO DO U LIKE BETTER WAYNE OR GARETH OR BILL AND TED? Just bill and ted, because that's all I've seen.
74. IF U CUD HAVE ANY SUPERPOWER WHAT WUD IT BE? invisibility
75. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?? one in each ear
76. WHO DO U MISS MOST? Elizabeth, she'so ne of those people who have changed, Amanda E, becuase I think it's been like a year since I've seen her last.
77. IF YOU WERE AN ANIMAL WHAT ANIMAL WOULD YOU BE? probaly a panther, so I could sneak up on people and then rip them apart. teehee.
78. WHO WOULD BE YOUR IDEAL GIRL/BOYFRIEND? aww, fuck, I hate this question. just be yoruself, if I like you I like you, if I don't, well I'm sure you'll get over it.
79. WHATS UR FAVOURITE FEELING? feeling loved, being on a roller coaster
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Stef-a-lef. Just. Yeah, that's enough for you creepy stalkers out there.
2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? I'm wearing a skirt, and it's green and sparkly
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO NOW? NOthing, actually, besides the sounds of the fountain in my backyard, because I'm too lazy to walk the five feet away from me for my iPod.
4. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Hot dogs and pasta salad, at our team cookout.
5. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? black. not because I'm emo, though, but because it's a very useful colour. you use it to outline things, and that's important, and lots of neat stuff is black, and I could be the shadows of everything
6. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO THE PHONE? Caitlin, who I called to see where she had gotten off to
7. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX? Hair. I like hair. Hair is fun.
8. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS BEFORE YOU? caitlin? of course! why else would I have called her?
9. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? really really tired. the sun drained it from me today
10. FAVORITE DRINK? water. honestly, I'm a tool. Seamus O'tool. hehe.
11. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? honestly, I'm not a drinker.
12. HAIR COLOR? dark brown, currently with lighter highlights in it
13. EYE COLOR? greyish blue
14. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yes, and right now they are dry and asking me to take them out.
15. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? only child, yeah, I'm spoiled.
16. FAVORITE MONTHS? December, June
17. FAVORITE FOOD? oo, that's tough. I love ice cream, I do. I don't know. Possibly this pasta mother makes.
18. FAVORITE TYPE OF VEHICLE? you know, those Z4s are kinda cool.saw one the other night at the harry potter release party. I mean. At some cool place.
19. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Wedding Crashers, which is hilarious, and I totally reccomend it
20. FAVORITE MUSIC? rock mostly, anything but country really, though I have limited tolerance for ghetto music
21. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? honestly, yes.
22. SUMMER OR WINTER? winter, it's too fucking hott right now.
23. HUGS OR KISSES? both!
24. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships
25. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? strawberry, unless aunt flo's in town.
26. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO RESPOND TO THIS? well of course they may, but as this is on my bloge and not the current rage known as myspace, it seems unlikely
27. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? "no body...maybe stef?" this is caitlin's comment, and she was right, though she wrote this last april. as for me, I highly doubt anyone will respond.
28. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? everybody.
29. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? four bedroom house in suburb with two parents and a dog. pathetic.
30. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Of course, I finished Harry Potter and the Half-Blood prince yesterday, but now I'm on The Dante Club an d I'm sort of reading Madame Bovary
31. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? nothing, this is a laptop
32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? geez, everythings so hazy, but last night I went to the East side to play tennis with my dear anti-social friend meggie. it was a blast.
33. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? yup
34. FAVORITE SMELL? man. if you go to mags, you undoubtedly know what I'm talking about. Usual axe man, that's the best man smell.
35. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? music, books, the arts in general.
36. BUTTERED, PLAIN, SWEET, CARAMEL OR SALTED POPCORN? kettle corn, hands down my favourite
37. FAVORITE CANDY? not a big candy person. I like simple bars of dark chocolate
38. FAVORITE FLOWER? to smell? lilac, but jsut looking at them? lilies
39. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? well, during summer, I have no preferance, and each are good in their own way, but I guess wednesday or saturday
40. FAVORITE MOVIE? ooo that's so hard! I love so many movies. Maybe Gladiator. Jurassic Park is good, too. Zoolander is a classic.
41. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW? sleeping because tomorrow is going to suck
42. WHAT SIDE OF THE BED DO YOU SLEEP ON? well if you're laying on it, I sleep on the left side. If you're facing it the right.
43. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE? princess blue (how appropriate) '03 camry
44. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU HAVE? thankfully none
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? not that many. two is absolute most.
46. WHERE DO YOU WORK? right now, no where. I quit hell.
47. WHERE IS YOUR DREAM JOB? erg, I don't know what I want to do with my life!!! something biology related, maybe in like genes and such.
8. HOW MANY FULL TIME JOBS HAVE YOU HAD? none, really. One part time, and one temporary.
49. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? reading. Yeah, I guess I'm a loser.
50. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARASSING MOMENT? just one? but there's so many... like that time I ran into the paned glass in eighth grade, accidentally catching steve and liz making out when heather and I were coning them, many trips, falls, and other such incedents I get myself into with caitlin...you know what though? I get embarrassed at the time, but looking back, I just laugh.
51. WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE DOING RIGHT NOW? out at a party in sheffield. haha. sleeping I guess.
52.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U CLEARED YOUR ROOM? about a year ago
53. ARE U BI/GAY/LES/STRAIGHT? straight
54. WHAT DO YOU HATE THE MOST? ignorance, fake people, complete idiots (I mean true idiots, not just like "let's act like kids" idiots like all my friends)
55. WHAT IS YOUR FAVE BAND? Ugh, I don't know. I'm on a muse kick right now, but before that it was fall out boy, and I'm really feeling the bloc party recently, so who knows?
56. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG? Drops of Jupiter- Train (I still love that song, and it's still pathetic)
57. WHO MEANS MOST TO YOU IN YOUR LIFE? no one specific person, I guess. My friend in general mean a lot to me.
58. WOULD U DATE THE PERSON WHO ADDED THIS B4 YOU? you know cait and I have had some crazy moments in bio.... but I think... no.
59. DO U THINK PEOPLE CHANGE? I know people change. But deep down whoever they were is still a part of them, so while you have to let go, you know that a piece of them is still the same
60. WHO IS UR BEST FRIEND? Why have jsuto ne when I can have so many? And not just friends... I have twins, and other halfs (that I haven't spoken to, but hey), and presidents, and leaders of the cool people, and malley's runaways, and malley's slaves, and secritaries, and treasurers, and so many more...
1.WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE ARTIST? erg, I'm so not an art efficianado. I know. I am pathetic, I just look at a picture and say "ooo, I like that one"
62. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE THING RIGHT NOW WHAT WUD IT B? for this person to get a spell check... no, I don't know. I mean, I guess you have to be happy with what you have
63. HOW MANY TATTOO'S DO U HAVE? none, I don't like needles a whole lot
64. DO YOU REGRET ANYTHING UVE DONE IN 2005? taking the ACTs while completly sick, maybe something else, but not really I guess it didn't actually matter in the long run.... not saying anything about a situation and to this day worrying about it.
65. WHATS UR FAVOURITE SPORTS TEAM?? hahaha, I watch sports, but I hardly care about them
66.WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE MEMORY OF LAST YEAR? 2004... what a crazy year. I can't pick out anything specific. Iggy's homecoming was super fun, Holiday VAlley was great as always, meeting new people, even if they did turn out to be blighters, opening of crocker park, the most majikal place ever
67. WHAT WAS THE LAST CD U BOUGHT? buy.... buy? I haven't bought a CD in forever, but I just burned about 11 new ones from cait
68. WHAT WUD U DO IF U CUD STOP TIME? stopping time? what good would that do? probably jsut stop it and travel places and restart it again, just to fuck with people.
69. WHAT WUD U DO IF U CUD GO BACK IN TIME? watch. I wouldn't be who I am today if things hadn't been how they were, right?
70. WHATS IS YOUR GREATEST SECRET? secrets are useless, I've figured that out. I pretty much tell people anything, if they ask the right questions. I guess there's only one then.
71. WHO DO YOU HATE WITH ALL YOUR HEART? well. right now, just my arch enemy, but that's only cuz she caught my hits at softball, and damn good hits they were, and everyone knows she hasn't got any talent (or friends) and caught them with luck. But usually I don't hate her, I just think she's a loathesome waste of life. you know, like snape or something. NO, NO, that's it! I hate snape!
72. IF YOU CUD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD TO LIVE? erg.. no idea. I haven't been enough places to decide.
73. WHO DO U LIKE BETTER WAYNE OR GARETH OR BILL AND TED? Just bill and ted, because that's all I've seen.
74. IF U CUD HAVE ANY SUPERPOWER WHAT WUD IT BE? invisibility
75. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?? one in each ear
76. WHO DO U MISS MOST? Elizabeth, she'so ne of those people who have changed, Amanda E, becuase I think it's been like a year since I've seen her last.
77. IF YOU WERE AN ANIMAL WHAT ANIMAL WOULD YOU BE? probaly a panther, so I could sneak up on people and then rip them apart. teehee.
78. WHO WOULD BE YOUR IDEAL GIRL/BOYFRIEND? aww, fuck, I hate this question. just be yoruself, if I like you I like you, if I don't, well I'm sure you'll get over it.
79. WHATS UR FAVOURITE FEELING? feeling loved, being on a roller coaster