Friday, July 25, 2003

*anyone who hasn't read my first entry today might possibly want to read that one first, before proceeding to this one. This one's....depressing like.
Look what Harry Potter 5 does to me:


RedSpark11 [11:59 PM]: dont you want to leave? go somewhere where no one regognizes you?
LuVbUg040 [11:59 PM]: yep
RedSpark11 [12:00 AM]: so you caan...start over...make things different, live how you've always wanted to live, but never couls because of what you've become in the place that you are?
LuVbUg040 [12:00 AM]: um..stef...
RedSpark11 [12:00 AM]: I just want to leave sometimes
RedSpark11 [12:00 AM]: just go away, become someone cool
RedSpark11 [12:00 AM]: someone worth knowing
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: someone who's actually ahd a life worth hearing about
LuVbUg040 [12:01 AM]: i like ur life
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: why?
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: I havent done anything
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: I spend all my time helping other people
LuVbUg040 [12:01 AM]: id miss u too much if u were to ever leave me
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: no one helps me, you know
RedSpark11 [12:01 AM]: not that I want help, but Im just saying...
RedSpark11 [12:02 AM]: people stop offering it after a while
RedSpark11 [12:02 AM]: which I suppose is okay, I don't need any help with anything now
RedSpark11 [12:02 AM]: nothing happens to me
RedSpark11 [12:02 AM]: but if it did, who would be there?
LuVbUg040 [12:02 AM]: ur family and friends
RedSpark11 [12:03 AM]: no, no, Im leaving my family, remember, I would never need help from them- they all need too much help themselves
RedSpark11 [12:03 AM]: and my friends...
RedSpark11 [12:03 AM]: I wonder about them sometimes
RedSpark11 [12:04 AM]: not you, not you, just in general
LuVbUg040 [12:04 AM]: icic
LuVbUg040 [12:04 AM]: lifes a bitch
RedSpark11 [12:04 AM]: slap it
LuVbUg040 [12:05 AM]: hahaha
RedSpark11 [12:05 AM]: I gotta go

There was sum other stuff too, I didnt just randomly start it that way, but the other stuff aint anyone's buisness. I think I scared Colleen. Oh, well, I guess some people just don't understand....
My dad thinks I want advice from him. Is he on crack? Apparently he hasn't yet realized he'd the one person in this world I truly hate. Shhh. Its a secret.
One day I'm gonna leave.
And aint no one's gonna stop me.
or miss me.

Yo ho
Yo ho
A pirate's life for
~me
Possibly shoutouts?
Yeah, I know y'all were just so looking forward to another entry from *me* in here.
By y'all, of course I mean Lauren and Caitlin. Does anyone else read this thing?
Guess what I did today? Go ahead, guess.
Hint: Involved Orlando Bloom, Johnny Dep and rotting corpses
No, you pervert, it wasn't a strange sexual fantasy, I saw it. Again.
PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!!!
Third time's the charm, eh?
Well, the movie really cheered me up! See, I just finished reading Harry Potter 5 again (took me two whole days this time. Okay, granted, they weren't whole days...) and I was terribly depressed, because the ending didn't change and since I kinda already had gone through shock, it was time for the reality to hit.
Too bad it didn't. Sirius is hiding. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.
What's that river in Egypt again? Oh, yeah, de Nile!
Lauren and I spent some time in Border's while she tortured me and threatened to read a...erm....certain exerpt from Order of the Pheonix. That was until I started using my water bottle as a sword on her, all Orlando Bloom-like and stuff.
By the way, I noticed he got the really retarded, stupid lines in that movie. Johnny Depp got the cool ones.
I think I most resemble Captain Jack Sparrow in that movie. You know- acts like a drunk, really isn't, and in the game for myself. Hehehe.....::evil::
Yo ho
Yo ho
A pirate's life for
~me

Monday, July 21, 2003

Yeah, this is how much I get bored when no one's around:

Ode to Caitlin Anne

Caitlin is not here, what am I to do?
There's no one fun around, no jackasses to sue.
Life seems do dreary, so simple, yes its true
And while you were gone, here is what's new:
I've purchased some converses, no wannabes like you
I bought a pair of read ones, for they had no orange or blue
I watched I love the 80's, at first I thought, "oh, poo"
But then I laughed and reminisced, and shed a tear or two
While you've been out, I've used the loo
And driven by on country roads, as the cows go moo
I've rode the dragster at cedar point, swiftly going "woooo"
I've seen fireworks atop the power tower- let me tell you "oooo"

But all this time, I've missed so dearly, my little caitlin anne
Short and sweet, a bit crazy, and lacking proper tan
I've talked to many- colleen, and kate, Eliza, Shan
Even some guys, like the one we call Dever's Dan
But, alas, there's no caitlin to be had, its like a little ban
Though the weather's been wet, and hot enough for a fan
But my rhyme scheme slowly fades, the only word left is pan

So I'll move on with my topics, to that of your guys
Yes, daniele radcliff, with his,um, bluish greenish brownish eyes?
Yeah, uh-huh, thats what I thought, but this says I-s:
I've been so lost without my caitlin, and the gryffindor ties
I now take comfort in my food- ice cream and cherry pie
It's been so long without you, I think that I may die...

So, here I sit, all alone with out mi lil Cait
Not that anyone calls you that, but hey, this rhyme is great!
It's like a dinner with all the foods you love upon your plate.
So now my ode must nearly end, and we'll wipe clean the slate
And hurry up and come back, before it is to late!

And if, by chance you tell of this poem I have written
I will go homicidal, and its your throat I'll be slittin'
What I did on my summer vacation, in the last few days, anyway
*Thusday- Cedar Point, America's *rockin* Roller Coast! oooooooooooo, was it ever so much fun! Besides amanda's lil spaz attack. Well, whatever...
*Friday- Finished incar! Yeah, okay it was an 8-10 and I went to bed at 1 the morning of. Yes, I was a bit fatigues. Later I played some softball! Bearden's won two of our tournament games, and we're goin on the the next round! And the one of the was against Rocco....and we had like none of our good players. We won by one run! yay! course, I was a tad too busy puking, excuse me, regurgitatng, to notice
*Saturday- Painted. I hate paint fumes.
*Sunday- Painted more. Still hate paint fumes.
*Monday- Driving classes- tomorrow is my last day! Yayness! Also, don't tell Caitlin Anne, but I watched an episode and a half of I Love the 80's. And I no longer hate the 80's for what they are. But don't...tell...Caitlin...

I'm working on getting shoutouts. However, I'm not a HTML freak like some people, so this endeavor mightn't work...we'll see

Yo ho
Yo ho
A pirate's life for
~me(Yes, I still love that movie)

Sunday, July 20, 2003

Hello. I am back from the dead. Yes, it's been three days since any human contact. I'm sure I was missed.