Twenty-Three

REady.... Set... LOST! That was pretty much the only worthwhile part of my day. I woke up sick, still, but mumsy dearest said I coldn't stay home unless I was either actually sick or if I agreed to go to the doctor. Naturally, I'd rather go to school and disease everyone than go to the doctor, so I went to escuela. However, soon after I got there I was doing that regurgitate in my mouth thing, so after my Stats testI went home. And I slept until 6. I'm going back to sleep presently.

I feel like sharing with you all about my fish. I think it just about cut off it's fin. It has a habit of that- cutting itself. Yeah, that's right- my fish is pretty emo. But usually it cuts it's forehead. This time, it was right underneath a fin, so it can't swim. So instead it folds itself over the hurt fin like a sandwhich, and sort of gimps around like a freak. It's sort of amusing to watch. I thought maybe the thing was finally done for, but I think as soon as the fin heals, it'll be back in action. That fish is..... crazy, in a word.

In other news, I still don't know what's going on this weekend.

And just to remind you, there's no point trying to explain that your feelings were hurt. No one really cares about how anyone else feels. Even your best of friends don't really care about the fact they hurt your feelings, and just make stuff into them being the victim. No one really takes the time to see it from someone else's point of view. It doesn't matter if you're not even mad, and it doesn't matter if you expect your friends to have a certain degree of respect for how you feel- they don't. I guess no one really cares about anyone else these days, so maybe I should give it up, too. And no, I'm not playing the victim, I'm jsut saying that no one cares about anyone, and I guess I'm one of those anyones. That's just how life rolls. So the moral of the story is: don't expect people to care about you just because you care about them.

And we wonder why I'm so cynical.

Anyhoo, I'm still upset in the general intestine region, so I'll be going to bed now. Leave something, if it makes you happy.