It's Hard to Explain

ooooooooh ::moan:: I feel so sick. Why am I always sick? Maybe Katie and Ryan are right- maybe I'm a hypochondriac. But those are people who like over-react to every little thing that is wrong with them. I'm pretty sure vomiting isn't something little that I'm frekaing out about. I blame that shake from Baskin Robins. It was delicious. For a while. Then I started feeling ill. So I stopped drinking it. Now I'm really ill. I think those damn people put like pcp in it or something. Because it seriously doesn't take fifteen minutes to make three little shakes. They had to be spiking with something. And naturally pcp is my conclusion.

To top it off, I have a headache like whoa. I guess five point five hours of being at school during the summer (really eight point five) will do that to anyone. It didn't kick in until Applebee's though. That waitress had to have thought we were stoned- KatieSpi was just completely staring at nothing, Caitlin was rattling off... words... lots of words... and I kept confusing myself.

Okay, I'm sorry I'm complaining. That's like all I do, I know. I'm just mad. While this summer has basically remained emo-free, it has also pretty much sucked. I've been sick the whole time. When I wasn't sick, I was working (because I signed up to- so it was my own fault). Oh, and just to top it off, I'm pretty much an emotional fuckwit, and managed to royally screw things up because I am, and probably always will be, an idiot.

Actualyl today wasn't that bad. In between rehersal and recital, Kristen stopped by. We made plans. Really sweet plans. There's a slight glitch in them, but I haven't mentioned that to her as of yet. Besides that they shall be marvelous.

I have blisters from my hoe. Teehee. Well anyway, I'm going to take care of that- the blister I mean- and then sleep off my illness. Then back to Mags tomorrow. Whooo-hoo!