Nobody Wants to be Lonely

Stupid girly conversations that you are probably not interested in but that I am preserving for posterity purposes:

FireAngel22: ur so cold sometimes. but i think deep deep inside u wanna be loved and hugged
FireAngel22: and mine will be the shoulder u weep on, my love
stuff of secrets: you are so weird
stuff of secrets: not entirely wrong

FireAngel22: and u? hows life?
stuff of secrets: I'm the desperate kind

stuff of secrets: so basically I need aboy
FireAngel22: ya. me 2
FireAngel22: i hate men
stuff of secrets: I don't
stuff of secrets: I just can't find one that I love
FireAngel22: ya. how important is the love thing to uj
stuff of secrets: ummm
stuff of secrets: well
stuff of secrets: love itself I dunno
stuff of secrets: but I figure you should actually like whoever you're fucking around with
FireAngel22: ya. i m sure taht u can develop love
FireAngel22: or infatuation with the person ur fucking
stuff of secrets: yeah I'm not even worried about love
stuff of secrets: it's freaking high school
FireAngel22: ya
stuff of secrets: but I'm not the type to fuck around with a) someone who doesn't like me or b) someone I don't like
FireAngel22: i hate highschoolstuff of secrets: I don't, not really
FireAngel22: yes. u are too ratoinal for u own good
stuff of secrets: tell me about its
tuff of secrets: b ut I also can't ignore the fact that no one likes me
stuff of secrets: not like that anyway
FireAngel22: i don't think hta is the problem
FireAngel22: i think u can be intimidating
stuff of secrets: how am I intimidating?
FireAngel22: u just openly told a guy taht his love poem sucks
FireAngel22: i think i boy would be afraid to tell u that he likes u cuz u would point and laugh
stuff of secrets: but I don't like that guy
FireAngel22: but any guy would be afraid to confront someone that is so blunt
stuff of secrets: why? if I liked I guy I'd tell him that.... so long as he asmitted to liking me firstFireAngel22: some guys are too nervious to do that
FireAngel22: u ahve to be able to READ them
stuff of secrets: ugh, I don't like READing people. I wish THEY could read ME
FireAngel22: hahhahaa
FireAngel22: good luck with that


yeah ouch. Someone tell m. Am I really that intimidating? Do I scare the crap out of people. Tell me. I swear, if it's completely true, I'll work on it.

spiritflower06: ok random thought:
spiritflower06: I NEED A MAN
stuff of secrets: OMG
stuff of secrets: DON'T EVEN GO THERE
spiritflower06: WHERE THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO FIND ONE
spiritflower06: why
stuff of secrets: I am so desperate I might do something stupid
stuff of secrets: ack
spiritflower06: i am 17 fucking years old and i've barely held hands with a guy
spiritflower06: no no no you're smarter than that
stuff of secrets: :-spiritflower06: but i know how u fee
lstuff of secrets: I dunno
stuff of secrets: desperation makes you do stupid things
spiritflower06: if u WERE going to do something stupid, what would it be]
spiritflower06: (you aren't.)
stuff of secrets: I dunno
stuff of secrets: yeah but I don't really like him you know?
spiritflower06: hahha yeah s
piritflower06: well its nit like he's at easy access and might rape u at any moment
stuff of secrets: right right
stuff of secrets: but that doesn't mean he's the only option
spiritflower06: oooo who else
stuff of secrets: eh, apples to apples
spiritflower06: lol
spiritflower06: to refer to a well-beloved tale
stuff of secrets: yes
stuff of secrets: I eat pieces of shit like you for breakfast
spiritflower06: i wish i had someone to make out with
stuff of secrets: you eat shit for breakfast?
spiritflower06: HAHAHAH
stuff of secrets: .....no.
stuff of secrets: making out is nice.
spiritflower06: thats probaly the best part in the mive
stuff of secrets: I know!
stuff of secrets: hahahahaha
stuff of secrets: I wish it were as easy as just running to the store and picking up milk
stuff of secrets: haha
spiritflower06: u never told me
spiritflower06: hahah
stuff of secrets: then I would jsut go to liek crocker park or something
spiritflower06: hahah
stuff of secrets: and grab one, throw him in a shopping bag
spiritflower06: hahahah
stuff of secrets: It sucks being alone
spiritflower06: is this from something: I swear I never meant for this...
Don't look at me that wayIt was an honest mistake.
spiritflower06: i know me too
stuff of secrets: it's the bravery
stuff of secrets: a song by them
spiritflower06: cool
stuff of secrets: entitled honest mistake
stuff of secrets: which reminds me
spiritflower06: logical
stuff of secrets: I want that video on my myspace
spiritflower06: yay
stuff of secrets: shannon, how do we find boyfriends?
spiritflower06: good question, dammit
stuff of secrets: where do other peole find boyfriends?
spiritflower06: dammit!
spiritflower06: if i knew that....
spiritflower06: my conclusion is
spiritflower06: all the guys who aren't taken.....
spiritflower06: are GAY
spiritflower06: oh wait i know waht it is
spiritflower06: WE AREN"T FUCKING WHORES!

Why oh why isn't life just frekaing simple?

Oh, the petty trials of being a teenage girl. I hate being stupid like this....