Save a horse- Ride a Cowboy

I have yet to hear that song.

anyway, to put in my *awesome* ballad:

I hate how you lie to yourself,
And how you lie to me.
I wish that you could see the truth-
You knew how this could be.

I'm not here to tell what to do,
I'm not your little voice.
Please stop asking me to decide-
You can make your own choice.

You're not as blameless as you think-
You know it to be true.
You lie and cheat and you deceive
In all the things you do.

Do not ask for my forgiveness,
That's not what you need now.
You must account for what you've done-
If only you knew how.

so yes. That's my brit lit ballad. Not bad, and hopefully better than that stupid poem...

I Really Really REALLY need something fun and awesome to happen to me, or I might crack. Because seriously, this last week has sucked. And I need to re-cheer myself.

Though if things had continued how they were, I'd be even worse. See I'm not depressed, I just feel like nothing good is happening to me right now. And that bloody soccer game. Ah. Bad.

Sometimes I feel like no one loved me. Damn my only child selfishness.

Anyway, if anyone is up for a CP trip this Sunday, that would rock. Just shoutout or talk to me at school. Let's get a big group, b/c I have yet to go with a really big group, and I think that, what with it being Halloweekends and all, it would be great fun.

Also, I need to go shopping for decent clothes. I don't have any wintry stuff. Maybe I should grab a pair or two of sherpa boots.... right.

Anyway, now that I've posted like 03580193875 times this weekend, I think I'm going to bed. If the cafe au lait lets me.

yo ho
yo ho
a (caffinated) pirate's life for
~me