Hip-hopcracy of a Democracy

I have twenty gagillion things of homework that I neglegted doing because from 7-8 I was enjoying the wonderment of Will Smith (Fresh Prince- awesome show of the early to mid nineties!) and then for some reason I subjected my poor brain to the chick flick referred to only as "How to Lose a Guy". I suspect this is due to the fact that most of it's viewers do not have the brain capacity for the "in 10 days" part of the title. Okay, I'm being mean- it really is a cute ::gag:: movie. And now here I am, sorting out my *awesome* Friday plans!!! I get to go to NFT. Life is good again.

So today was highly informative. I listened to the rep from University of Chicago. I was quite impressed and look forward to visiting soon. Well, maybe not soon, but hopefully over the summer. I miss city living. SOO much. Not that a week was entirely city living. But so so so so so much better than these suburbs.

Also, Tina just IMed me and I shall be writing an article for the yearbook. Most exciting. I'm being all published. Go me.

My hair somewhat resembles Amanda Belko's fifth grade look right now. It is highly unruly and unmanageable. tisk tisk.

So I am so excited to be going to my most highly and wonderfully anticipated concert! I completely despared of going, but Katie Blake, the wonderous person that she is, saved my life. Granted, I have to work Malley's two nights in a row, but still. I most definately lit up Elizabeth's day. I hunted her down during lunch, and she almost ate me, she was so excited.

See, Story of the Year, My Chemical Romance, and Lost Prophets are amazing enough even to bring fueding 'friends' together again for the sole purpose of enjoying masterful music (alliteration) together. That and maybe a little savage gossip about the less savoury characters that we associate with.

I decided why I am at odds with the girl. I don't consider her loyal enough to be my friend. Which is stupid, I know, but true. I mean, I can probably overlook it eventually, but I guess I just needed someone (what was it- like a month ago? three weeks?) that I felt I could trust and rely on unconditionally, and she didn't fit the bill the way I would expect my best friend to. Selfish? Maybe- nay, probably, but you know, sometimes things just roll that way. Part of the problem is that we are both extremely selfish, though in slightly differing ways. But it's all basically the same when you get right down to it. Greed and perhaps a little pride are our downfalls.

But I think that any of them seven sins that Carl preaches about is better than ignorance. I hate ignorance- I hate being uninformed, and I hate when others aren't informed. It's the most frustrating thing I know. I mean, it's not exactly unintelligence, but it's a form of stupidity I can't stand. Like, let's take person A for example. She proceeds to ask people for advice, and then doesn't take it. And then proceeds to yell at you for not giving advice. Ms. Person A, I would like to point out that the last time I gave you advice, you deleted it. Literally. While your counterpart, to whom I also sent a word or two of wisdom read and if not acted upon, at least took heed of my ideas. It's like you want someone to be your little conscience. Sorry, my name isn't Jiminey Cricket. (oh, my god, theology is attacking me) I'm not here to tell you exactly what to do. By now, you are obviously too daft to see the right solution. The answers you seem to seek are right there in front of you. You're just to fucking thick to see them.

Today, I also had the relavation that the soccer people aren't dumb, as I often imply. Rather, their stupidity I often complain about is a lack of effort. I don't think they even try at anything. They do medicorely in school, soccer, and only seem to really care about something if it somehow focuses on themself. No wonder we can't be a team. I love Moira for inadvertantly helping me to come to this conclusion.

People who are too dense to see that they are using someone for some ill-willed status (that they don't actually have, mind) and that that person is just taking advantage of them are stupid.Not even stupid. You know donte's little inferno? Yeah, you'd be chasing that flag around the outside of it.

And buddy, you're last in line to catch it.

Person A is the really bad friend here. Maybe with Elizabeth I had some loyalty issues. Some priorities that were slightly askew. But at least she'd never talk shit about me behind my back. Okay, that's an exaggeration, but you know. Person A is so bad at this. Well, A, if you don't like us all so much, then why don't you stop afflicting us with your presence? I think you are the main problem here. As you usually are.

I'm probably going to get yelled at for this somehow. At least I didn't use her name.

Sometimes, all girls schools are such a bother.

Anyway, leave a shoutout or something, make my day. If you can.

And take no heed to most of this. The person it's directed to most certainly won't. She'll brush it off, just like everything else. Too bad eventually that pile will topple over.

yo ho
yo ho
a (waiting for the topple) pirate's life for
~me