Went to the play and them to Malley's. Harassing the Corn-Pads is ever so much fun. ::clasps hands together::

Um, so, I feel bad cuz I couldn't go to the Prodigals concert with Caitlin. Mis padres were like "Beachwood? no." I was like, "suuuuure"

So, I think a certain friend, whom we shall call "Kelley", is mad at me. But I'm getting annoyed with her- I feel like she keeps ditching me for her many guys, and while I know communication sometimes gets messed up, for it to happen EVERY TIME we try to hang out is not typical. And I like, assume we are still friends, but I just feel like I am getting left behind. Its not that se should stop making new friends- just don't completely ditch me, you know?

Its amazing how you can be surrounded by people and still feel completely alone. Its not like people try to alienate you or anything, its just like no one sees you. I mean, you can even talk to people and feel so alone. Gotta keep reminding myself- don't let it get to me. Right. I think it is so much worse to be ignored rather than being hated. At least you know they see you when you're hated- why do the things others do affect us so much? I hate when I let myself feel that way.

I am tired and kind of sick right now because of the ice cream. I think I'll be off, soon as I break the news to Caitlin and Travis that I am leaving. I know they will be oh-so-heart-broken.

yo ho
yo ho
a (sick AGAIN) pirate's life for
~me