Why am I so goddamn ugly?
Its kinda mean, u know, when you try to look nice for once in your life, and kinda dress up and put on makeup and then guys call you mannish.
Why are all guys pig-headed and superficial? Is it only the ones I know? Or is it all of them?
And why the hell am I mannish?
Maybe, maybe sometimes, even though I try really hard not to, I do care about what others think of me.
I need to stop that.
No one comfort or lie to me. Just tell me how/why I'm ugly and how to fix it.
Fuck this shit.